My Ruin - To Britain With Love...And Bruises (2001) by My Ruin (보컬) on maniadb.com

where do i begin
i remember the first night we met
it was 1996 at the splash club in London
and i had a huge crush on you
over the years i've grown to love you
for so many reasons
Manchester
Bristol
Exeter
and Nottingham
to name a few
you've watched me bleed
bruise
sweat
and scream
and you've never been afraid of me
i don't blame you for what they've written about us
or our relationship
no one really understands it
not even me
i love it when that happens'

IT'S TRUE...I'VE GOT DEMONS INSIDE ME

AND SOMETIMES...THEY NEED TO SPEAK
MY DARK PLACES...MAKE ME FEEL UGLY
MY LIPS ARE GLOSSED BUT MY HEART IS WEAK
I'M DISEASED
AS SEEN ON TV
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
FOR NOT BEING PRETTY
OR SEXY
BUT GOD NEVER BLESSED ME
HERE'S WHAT YOU'LL FIND
NEXT TIME YOU UNDRESS ME...

Scars
Wounds
I'm
BRUISED...

Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND

ONCE AGAIN
WITHOUT PERFECT TEETH
I BEGIN
THE DREAM AS I SLEEP
SOON I'VE SINNED
MY SKIN IS STILL THICK
MY MOUTH AS ALWAYS
IS BRUTALLY HONEST
AT MY CALMEST
I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING
HOW IT FEELS
TO BE EXPLOITED
AND RATED
NUMBER ONE, TWO OR SEVENTEEN
FUCK WHAT THEY PRINT IN THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES

Scars
Wounds
I'm
USED...

Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen

Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND

STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't touch me
DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME
Don't touch me... WHY?
Can't you see beyond my skin
SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!

Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm the beauty
Watch me bleed
BEAUTY FIEND

Why can't you see beyond my skin
SIZE, MY SHAPE, MY ASS, MY TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!

Stuck inside this

It doesn't matter what I SAY
Doesn't matter what I DO
I DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK
About you
Nowadays it's all FAKE
Put some MAKE UP ON YOUR FACE
Lookin like a FUCKIN chick
In LIPSTICK
There is nothing here for me
DRESSED UP in your NEW DISEASE
HOLLYWOOD is FULL OF SHIT
DON'T ASK ME TO SEEL MY SOUL
I would rather be myself
You...DO WHAT YOU'RE TOLD!

STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to

take a picture if you need
WHILE I BLEED
What makes you think...
THAT YOU KNOW ME
Dinner and an INTERVIEW
But I'm not a fan you
At least ... I tell the TRUTH...
Damned if I DO, damned if I DON'T
Damned if I WILL ..... if I WON'T
STAB ME IN THE BACK
And buy me one more DRINK
SUCK MY TRUST until I'm FUCKED
THEN YOU CAN SAY YOU FUCKED ME!

STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to
STICK IT TO ME
I know you want to
STICK IT IN ME
You know you're going to

you're so SNEAKY
with you're surprises
you're so SWEET
Underneath disguises
I can't wait
FOR YOU TO CRITICIZE THIS
Don't think I don't
KNOW HOW BIG YOUR KNIFE IS

Stick it in me
I KNOW YOU WANT TO
Stick it to me
YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO
Stick it in me
I KNOW YOU WANT TO
Stick it to me
YOU KNOW YOUR GOING TO...

You don't know me like I know myself
AND I WILL NEVER TELL
you don't know me like I know myself
YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL!

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
I can't remember how I got my last scar...

A prayer under pressure
The bible tells us jesus... Was a rockstar
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
Of violent anguish

Early morning exorcisms keep me awake
I can't remember why my knees are so sore
Seven stars surround me as I burn like a saint
The bible tells us Mary... Was a whore

A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
Of violent anguish
There once was a girl, and she suffered from sickness
A prayer under pressure

Her mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses
Tried to pretend it was all in her mind
God, are you listening? I hear you in my room
But I know her voice... When I hear mine
As hot as the moon on the tenth day of June
Love is not safe in a world filled with hate
There's no sleeping for me, I'm losing my faith
Heartsick..

I'm sick..
Still sick..
My heart.. IS SICK

Sick with it
Sick with disease
Deny addiction
DOWN ON MY KNEES
Feed my affliction
SCARED TO BELIEVE
My own decisions
EAGER TO PLEASE
Destroyed visions

BREED LIFE
NEED LIFE
BREATH LIFE
KEEP LIFE

LIE AND DECIEVE
With no emotion
FALSE PROMISES
Loss of devotion
SCARRED BY DECEIT
My self destruction
LOVE OBSOLETE
Live in dysfunction

BREED LIFE
NEED LIFE
BREATH LIFE
KEEP LIFE
BLEED LIFE
HEAL LIFE
FEEL LIFE
THE SWEET LIFE
Is all I want...

CAN I BLEED FOR THE RITUAL?
Bleed for it
GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL....

CAN I BREATH FOR THE RITUAL?
Breath for it
GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL?

SICK WITH IT. Sick with it. SICK WITH IT, sick with it... (repeat)

IT'S INSIDE ME
I feel it growing
NOWHERE TO HIDE
My anger's showing

Repeat chorus

And on this DARK NIGHT OF MY SOUL
I will continue to PRAY FOR US
And try to remember only the good things... THE SWEET LIFE

We're going to a nice place..

Sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns
Your mouth blooms like a cut
And I bleed within
And I watch you die
Your leaves fade to brown
In my torture garden
Under black sunshine

He loves me not
My beautiful flower
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me..

Our love starts to spoil
Your lips bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
Is where the evil grows
And the weeds attack
Your petals start to fall
In my torture garden
The blue sky is black

My beautiful flower
He loves me not
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me

Sweet and full of sin
And I bleed within
Your mouth blooms like a cut
I prick myself on your thorns
Our love starts to spoil
Your lips bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
I am earth..
Is where the evil grows

Hear me breathe...
You can feel me touch you
Coz' it's my air that loves you
And I am fire...
You will feel me burn you
Come inside...
And I'll be water with you

He loves me not
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me

come to me
as christ redeemed
your make up hides your identity
but i can see you're still diseased
get off your cross
get off your knees
dare i see the same in me
never thought that i could be
so you just lick your wounds
but it's too late
trust will lead you to your own fate
masochrist
what you sew is what you reap
you're only sick as secrets that you keep
and what you use is what you'll need
but i can't stand to watch you bleed for me
forgive me father for i'm not clean
i'd rather be miss magdalene
your vaseline won't heal my demons
cause i don't talk to god
i'm screaming
dare i see the same in me
you never thought that i would be
so let me bruise my knees
rape my faith
scar myself with love and with hate
masochrist
what you sew is what you'll reap
you're only sick as secrets that you keep
what you use is what you'll need
i can't stand to watch you bleed for me
for me
for me
for me
for me
oh lord hear my prayer
you look like you are scared
i do what you taught me
it's your turn to watch me
oh lord hear my prayer
pull me by my black hair
stab me with your greed
it's my turn to bleed
what you sew is what you reap
you're only sick as secrets that you'll keep
and what i use is what i need
can you stand to watch me as i bleed
i bleed
i bleed
i'm bleeding
for you

One two freddy's commin' for you
Three four better lock your door
Five six grab your crucifix...

Something WICKED THIS WAY COMES
PREMEDITATED EVIL numbs
Cartoon KIDS crayola SMILES
CHILDREN OF THE KORN FED STYLES
But I don't buy your LIES
I see through your disguise
Don't feel your SCREAMS or CRIES
WHY?...........

chorus
I'm sick of looking so sick I can't
I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT
Sick of listening so sick I can't
I'm SICK of the SYCOPHANT

I see you BREATHLESS and DERANGED
A LITTLE GIRL who's acting STRANGE
Tryna SCARE us with your SCREAM
But it's all ROUTINE
And all you do is TAKE
STEAL and IMMITAKE
YOU and what YOU create
YOUR FAKE!.....

Repeat chorus

I barely recognize... you in your new disguise
COSMETIC COVERED EYES
Just tell me WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

You put the MAKE UP on, take the MAKE UP off
SEARCHING TO BE FOUND
But you're so FUCKIN' lost....

Now THE ROAD TO HELL is paved with stones
And some of them are FAKES and CLONES
COUNTERFEITS which SUCK and BLEED US
Wearin' FUCKIN' ADIDAS
But something just ain't right, NO SUBSTANCE ONLY HYPE
With FAITH you GOT THE LIFE that made you rich
And a PUNK ASS BITCH!....

Repeat chorus

Sick of you and anyone like you, sometimes I think I've lost my mind... or else this whole world's BLIND!

I feel
The skies open wide
See your blue eyes
When worlds collide
Sometimes
Your'e by my side
I've cried

Wished it was me
Wished it was me who died
I can see you where i stand
I can see you in the sunshine
I can see you in the bright lights
Let your light surround me
I feel you hold my hand
I loving memory
Let your love surround me
Shine down on me
Shine on me

Something... so deep inside me
Swore that I'd keep it
Binds me with you
Told me a secret
Someday my friend
So until then
I'll keep our secret safe
We'll meet again

I can see you in the moonlight
I feel you when i sleep
I can see you on those dark nights
I feel your arms around me
Let your light surround me
Let your love surround me
In loving memory
Shine down on me

Shine on me
We will always be bound
Rockstar..
We will always be bound
We will always be down
We will always be down
I feel you when i scream

I am just a girl, that hurts
Feel me when i scream
Your words
These words
I am just a girl, that hurts
I feel you when i scream your words
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts...
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl
THAT HURTS