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| 2. |
| 7:19 | 
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I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight but Just one drink And there're some people To meet you I think that you'll like them I have to say we do And I promise in less than an hour We will honestly go Now why don't I just get you another While you just say hello... Yeah just say hello... So I'm clutching it tight Another glass in my hand And my mouth and the smiles Moving up as I stand up Too close and too wide And the smiles are too bright And I breathe in too deep And my head's getting light But the air is getting heavier And it's closer And I'm starting to sway And the hands all on my shoulders Don't have names And they won't go away So here I go Here I go again... Falling into strangers And it's only just eleven And I'm staring like a child Until someone slips me heaven And I take it on my knees Just like a thousand times before And I get transfixed That fixed And I'm just looking at the floor Just looking at the floor Yeah I look at the floor ... And I'm starting to laugh Like an animal in pain And I've got blood on my hands And I've got hands in my brain And the first short retch leaves me Gasping for more And I stagger over screaming On my way to the floor And I'm back on my back With the lights and the lies In my eyes And the colour and the music's too loud And my head's all the wrong size So here I go Here I go again... Yeah I laugh and I jump And I sing and I laugh And I dance and I laugh And I laugh and I laugh And I can't seem to think Where this is Who I am Why I'm keeping this going Keep pouring it out Keep pouring it down Keeping it going And the way the rain comes down hard That's the way I feel inside... ... I can't take it anymore This it I've become This is it like I get When my life's going numb I just keep moving my mouth I just keep moving my feet I say I'm loving you to death Like I'm losing my breath And all the smiles that I wear And all the games that I play And all the drinks that I mix And I drink until I'm sick And all the faces I make And all the shapes that I throw And all the people I meet And all the words that I know Make me sick to the heart Oh I feel so tired... And the way the rain comes down hard That's how I feel inside... And the way the rain comes down hard That's the way I feel inside... |
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| 3. |
| 3:31 |
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When I see you sky as a kite
As high as I might I can't get that high The how you move The way you burst the clouds It makes me want to try When I see you sticky as lips As licky as trips I can't lick that far But when you pout The way you shout out loud It makes me want to start And when I see you happy as a girl That swims in a world of magic show It makes me bite my fingers through To think I could've let you go And when I see you Take the same sweet steps You used to take I say I'll keep on holding you My arms so tight I'll never let you slip away And when I see you kitten as a cat Yeah as smitten as that I can't get that small Tthe way you fur The how you purr It makes me want to paw you all And when I see you happy as a girl That lives in a world of make-believe It makes me pull my hair all out To think I could've let you leave And when I see you Take the same sweet steps You used to take I know I'll keep on holding you In arms so tight They'll never let you go |
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| 4. |
| 7:39 |
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that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how i always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but i never see anything if only i'd thought of the right words i could have held on to your heart if only i'd thought of the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you looking so long at these pictures of you but i never hold on to your heart looking so long for the words to be true but always just breaking apart my pictures of you there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you |
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| 5. |
| 4:26 |
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on candystripe legs the spiderman comes
softly through the shadow of the evening sun stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead looking for the victim shivering in bed searching out fear in the gathering gloom and suddenly! a movement in the corner of the room! and there is nothing i can do when i realise with fright that the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight! quietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps closer now closer to the foot of the bed and softer than shadow and quicker than flies his arms are all around me and his tongue in my eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy don't struggle like that or i will only love you more for it's much too late to get away or turn on the light the spiderman is having you for dinner tonight" and i feel like i'm being eaten by a thousand million shivering furry holes and i know that in the morning i will wake up in the shivering cold and the spiderman is always hungry... |
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| 6. |
| 3:38 |
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show me
show me how you do that trick the one that makes me scream she said the one that makes me laugh she said and threw her arms around my neck show me how you do it and i promise you i promise that i'll run away with you i'll run away with you spinning on that dizzy edge i kissed her face and kissed her head and dreamed of all the different ways i had to make her glow why are you so far away? she said why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you? that i'm in love with you? you soft and only you lost and lonely you strange as angels dancing in the deepest oceans twisting in the water you're just like a dream... you're just like a dream... daylight licked me into shape i must have been asleep for days and moving lips to breathe her name i opened up my eyes and found myself alone alone alone above a raging sea that stole the only girl i loved and drowned her deep inside of me you soft and only you lost and lonely you just like heaven |
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| 7. |
| 5:01 |
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down on fascination street
so let's cut the conversation and get out for a bit because i feel it all fading and paling and i'm begging to drag you down with me to kick the last nail in yeah! i like you in that like i like you to scream but if you open your mouth then i can't be responsible for quite what goes in or to care what comes out so just pull on your hair just pull on your pout and let's move to the beat like we know that it's over if you slip going under slip over my shoulder so just pull on your face just pull on your feet and let's hit opening time down on fascination street so pull on your hair pull on your pout cut the conversation just open your mouth pull on your face pull on your feet and let's hit opening time down on fascination street |
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| 8. |
| 4:46 |
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Say goodbye on a night like this
If it's the last thing we ever do You never looked as lost as this Sometimes it doesn't even look like you It goes dark it goes darker still please stay But I watch you like I'm made of stone As you walk away I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night A witch hunt for another girl For always and ever is always for you Your trust the most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in the world Say hello on a day like today Say it everytime you move The way that you look at me now Makes me wish I was you It goes deep It goes deeper still this touch And the smile And the shake of your head And the smile And the shake of your head I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night Can't stand here like this anymore For always and ever is always for you I want it to be perfect like before Oh I want to change it all Oh I want to change I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night Can't stand here like this anymore For always and ever is always for you I want it to be perfect like before Oh I want to change it all Oh I want to change |
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| 9. |
| 5:15 |
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There is no one left in the world
That I can hold onto There is really no one left at all There is only you And if you leave me now You leave all that we were undone There is really no one left You are the only one And still the hardest part for you To put your trust in me I love you more than I can say Why won't you just believe? |
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| 1. |
| 4:23 |
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It's a perfect day for letting go
For setting fire to bridges boats And other dreary worlds you know Let's get happy It's a perfect day for making out To wake up with a smile Without a doubt To burst grin giggle bliss skip jump sing and shout Let's get happy "But it's much too late" you say "For doing this now We should have done it then" Well it just goes to show How wrong you can be And how you really should know That it's never too late To get up and go It's a perfect day for kiss and swell For rip-zipping button-popping kiss and well There's loads of other stuff can make you yell Let's get happy It's a perfect day for doing the unstuck For dancing like you can't hear the beat And you don't give a further thought To things like feet Let's get happy "But it's much too late" you say "For doing this now We should have done it then" Well it just goes to show How wrong you can be And how you really should know That it's never too late To get up and go Kick out the gloom Kick out the blues Tear out the pages with all the bad news Pull down the mirrors and pull down the walls Tear up the stairs and tear up the floors Oh just burn down the house Burn down the street Turn everything red and the beat is complete With the sound of your world Going up in the fire It's a perfect day to throw back your head And kiss it all goodbye It's a perfect day for getting wild Forgetting all your worries life And everything that makes you cry Let's get happy It's a perfect day for dreams come true For thinking big And doing anything you want to do Let's get happy "But it's much too late" you say "For doing this now We should have done it then" Well it just goes to show How wrong you can be And how you really should know That it's never too late To get up and go Kick out the gloom Kick out the blues Tear out the pages with all the bad news Pull down the mirrors and pull down the walls Tear up the stairs and tear up the floors Oh just burn down the house Burn down the street Turn everything red and the dream is complete With the sound of your world Going up in the fire It's a perfect day to throw back your head And kiss it all goodbye |
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| 2. |
| 3:33 |
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I called you after midnight
Then ran until I burst I passed the howling woman And stood outside your door We walked around a lake And woke up in the rain And everyone turned over Troubled in their dreams again Visiting time is over And so we walk away And both play dead then cry out loud Why we always cry this way? I kissed you in the water And made your dry lips sing I saw you look Like a Japanese baby In an instant I remembered everything... I called you after midnight Then ran until my heart burst I passed the howling woman And stood outside your door I kissed you in the water And made your dry lips sing I saw you look Like a Japanese baby In an instant I remembered everything... |
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| 3:42 |
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Let me take your hand
I'm shaking like milk Turning Turning blue All over the windows and the floors Fires outside in the sky Look as perfect as cats The two of us together again But it's just the same A stupid game But I don't care if you don't And I don't feel if you don't And I don't want it if you don't And I won't say it If you don't say it first You think you're tired now But wait until three... Laughing at the Christmas lights You remember From December All of this then back again Another girl Another name Stay alive but stay the same It's just the same A stupid game stupid game But I don't care if you don't And I don't feel if you don't And I don't want it if you don't And I won't play it If you don't play it first You can't even see now So you ask me the way You wonder if it's real Because it couldn't be rain... Through the right doorway And into the white room It used to be the dust that would lay here When I came here alone But I don't care if you don't And I don't feel if you don't And I don't want it if you don't And I won't say it If you don't say it first Doo doo doo doo Let's go to bed! Doo doo doo doo Let's go to bed! |
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| 3:45 |
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I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too Thursday I don't care about you It's Friday I'm in love Monday you can fall apart Tuesday Wednesday break my heart Oh Thursday doesn't even start It's Friday I'm in love Saturday wait And Sunday always comes too late But Friday never hesitates I don't care if Monday's black Tuesday Wednesday heart attack Thursday never looking back It's Friday I'm in love Monday you can hold your head Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed Oh Thursday watch the walls instead It's Friday I'm in love Saturday wait Sunday always comes too late But Friday never hesitates Dressed up to the eyes It's a wonderful surprise To see your shoes and your spirits rise Throwing out your frown And just smiling at the sound As sleek as a shriek Spinning round and round Always take a big bite It's such a gorgeous sight To see you eat in the middle of the night You can never get enough Enough of this stuff It's Friday I'm in love I don't care if Monday's blue Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too Thursday I don't care about you It's Friday I'm in love Monday you can fall apart Tuesday Wednesday break my heart Thursday doesn't even start It's Friday I'm in love |
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| 3:13 |
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Yesterday I got so old
I felt like I could die Yesterday I got so old It made me want to cry Go on go on Just walk away Go on go on Your choice is made Go on go on And disappear Go on go on Away from here And I know I was wrong When I said it was true That it couldn't be me And be her inbetween without you Without you Yesterday I got so scared I shivered like a child Yesterday away from you It froze me deep inside Come back come back Don't walk away Come back come back Come back today Come back come back Why can't you see Come back come back Come back to me And I know I was wrong When I said it was true That it couldn't be me And be her inbetween without you Without you Without you |
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| 7:55 |
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Every time we do this
I fall for her Wave after wave after wave It's all for her "I know this can't be wrong" I say And I'll lie to keep her happy "As long as I know that you know That today I belong right here with you Right here with you" And so we watch the sun come up From the edge of the deep green sea And she listens like her head's on fire Like she wants to believe in me So I try "Put your hands in the sky Surrender Remember We'll be here forever And never say goodbye" I've never been So colourfully-see-through-head before I've never been So wonderfully-me-you-want-some-more And all I want is to keep it like this You and me alone A secret kiss And don't go home Don't go away Don't let this end Please stay Not just for today "Never never never never never never never never never let me go" she says "Hold me like this for a hundred thousand million days" But suddenly she slows And looks down at my breaking face "Why do you cry? What did I say?" "But it's just rain" I smile Brushing my tears away I wish I could just stop I know another moment will break my heart Too many tears Too many times Too many years I've cried over you Over you How much more can we use it up? Drink it dry? Take this drug? Looking for something forever gone But something we will always want? "Why why why are you letting me go?" she says "I feel you pulling back I feel you changing shape" And just as I'm breaking free She hangs herself in front of me Slips her dress like a flag to the floor And hands in the sky Surrenders it all I wish I could just stop I know another moment will break my heart Too many tears Too many times Too many years I've cried for you It's always the same Wake up in the rain Head in pain Hung in shame A different name Same old game Love in vain And miles and miles and miles and miles and miles and miles away From home again |
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| 4:53 |
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however much i push it down
it's never enough however much i push it around it's never enough however much i make it out it's never enough never enough however much i do however big i ever feel it's never enough whatever i do to make it real it's never enough in any way i try to speak it's never enough never enough however much i try to speak it's never enough however much i'm falling down it's never enough however much i'm falling out it's never enough whatever smile i smile the most it's never enough never enough however i smile i smile the most so let me hold it up just one more go holding it up for just once more one more time to fill it up one more time to kill but whatever i do it's never enough it's never enough it's never enough |
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| 5:25 |
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If only you'd never speak to me
The way that you do If only you'd never speak like that It's like listening to A breaking heart A falling sky Fire go out and friendship die I wish you felt the way that I still do The way that I still do If only you'd never look at me The way that you do If only you'd never look like that When I look at you I see face like stone Eyes of ice Mouth so sweetly telling lies I wish you felt the way that I still do The way that I still do But you don't You don't feel anymore You don't care anymore It's all gone It's all gone It's all gone If only you'd never pull from me The way that you do If only you'd never pull like that When I'm with you I feel hopeless hands helplessly Pulling you back close to me I wish you felt the way that I still do The way that I still do But you don't You don't feel anymore You don't care anymore It's all gone It's all gone It's all gone If only you'd ever speak to me The way you once did Look at me the way you once did Pull to me the way you once did But you don't You don't feel anymore You don't care anymore It's all gone It's all gone |
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| 7:59 |
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I think I've reached that point
Where giving up and going on Are both the same dead end to me Are both the same old song I think I've reached that point Where every wish has come true Tired disguised oblivion Is everything I do Please stop loving me Please stop loving me I am none of these things I think I've reached that point Where all the things you have to say And hopes for something more from me Are just games to pass the time away Please stop loving me Please stop loving me I am none of these things I think I've reached that point Where every word that you write Of every blood dark sea And every soul black night And every dream you dream me in And every perfect free from sin And burning eyes and hearts on fire Are just the same old song Please stop loving me Please stop loving me I am none of these things I am none of these things I am none of these things |
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