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| 4:44 | 
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The key is so distant
I've opened doors Know when to listen Know what to listen for, yeah The shelf in the room Has been the way Of holding me And letting me stay Kick me out Let me go (go) I don't belong here no more A releasing sense Of getting tired Hold myself I can't hold myself The shelf in the room Has been the way Of holding me And letting me stay The shelf in the room Has been so true I can hide In the shelf in the room Holding out (holding out) Never hold in (never holding out) Holding out (holding out, never hold) Holding out (holding out) Never hold in (never holding out) Holding out (holding out, never hold) Know when to listen Know what to listen for Believe in resistance Don't let them tell you anymore Is there anyway (no) To get away? (no) Ask myself While I stay inside, yeah The shelf in the room Has been the way Of holding me And letting me stay The shelf in the room Has been so true I can hide In the shelf in the room, yeah Holding out (holding out) Never hold in (never holding out) Holding out (holding out, never hold) Holding out (holding out) Never hold in (never holding out) Holding out (holding out, never hold) (Holding out, never hold in) (Holding out, never hold in) Holding out, never hold (Holding out, never hold in) (Holding out, never hold in) Holding out, never hold The key is so distant I've closed my doors The shelf in the room Is rain waiting to pour |
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| 4:58 |
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Yeah Since I know how low to go I won't let it show Won't you touch me/touch me I won't let it go and now I stand and I peel for more Won't you touch me/touch me I won't let it go Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse The one to abuse You're always talking back to me You won't let it be Won't you touch me/touch me Never bothered you before Now I stand and I peel for more Won't you touch me/touch me I won't let it go Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse The one to abuse Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands You are the one to abuse Yes, I've finally found a reason I won't need an excuse I've got this time on my hands Ooohhh...oh! I've got this time on my hands... You are the one to abuse! The one to abuse... Oh! |
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| 3. |
| 5:17 |
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I'm the one receiving the pain from you You would make these lies I would take them true You're self existing no chance of listening Close your eyes I will help you pray Listen to God and tell me what he said and what he says I'm the one receiving the pain from you Break me down so shove me in a shoe You put it on and walk on me all day Me it wouldn't surprise It's something you would do I watch you I am the ground and the dirt walk on me Face of the Earth |
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| 4. |
| 4:12 |
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You are plain insane / inside you live Tonight / afraid the pain will give Don't you want to feel Death has done your part You choose not to feel You've won a lonely heart The devil opens his eyes He breathes right into your face If you like the smell You'll really like this place You'll really like this place Are you ready to shake Don't be afraid of the snake The will to negotiate You are you / get used to it / open The same don't appeal / but it will / you are you Live to live to die inside you will Anticipate solitude Follow me back home No other place to go No need to smile or get stoned you'll always be alone you'll always be alone your body stripped down to the bone No breath to scream out or moan No freedom nowhere to run Solitude |
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| 4:17 |
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I know a town where people are running Away from life it seems very funny They think they are smart Don't doubt what they say Scared of a change Existing only To Bring Me Down Thought less in heart-desperate in honesty Failed from the start-wasted and suffering Supply them their drugs-just don't take them away Scared of a change Existing only To Bring Me Down I don't feel like I should even worry about you But I take the time and you push me away I don't care too much no more I always seem to waste my breath Go my own way Go my own way |
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| 6. |
| 5:27 |
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taken bysurprise/by the size of my brain
knowing all the time all the lies/all the games thinking up a storm/when it storms it's going to rain taking what's mine all the time/all the time take some for yourself it's all good for something and when there's no more to give the window will shine in the light on what's left for me know in your mind that you've got to remember your name staggering around/can't find a place to sit down nothing suits my ass toast to some champagne of pain i know you can bring us all a bottle remember the time when time was a friend and you could make him lend you a hand now there's a place where taking takes place and time just gets in your way |
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| 7. |
| 5:24 |
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watch the time wait for me patience is reality i don't know how it feels no, i can't see with your foot in my face i don't know how it feels i can't decide no, i can't see with your nose in my business your ass in my space your life as my problem your foot in my face i won't i can't i'm lost i'm a freak trust my lie and you will die i can't succeed now i can't fail i don't know how it feels i can't decide searching for things i can't see mountains in front of me no nothing will conquer my existence fear will not discover my brain i'm a freak your foot in my face |
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| 5:05 |
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I feel alone even with myself But it does better me I'd like to tell you how I'm feeling now But it ruins everything You try to judge me now, tomorrow's okay You try to tell me now how I should fail I don't feel like I should be here I feel alone even with myself Do you know what I mean I can't explain those things that seem to repel me They ruin everything Your fears are working now but I don't complain I'm working hard to listen and that's okay Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me I hate to tell you but you're in my way I hate when someone tries to push me away Don't you know you can't be afraid of me Giving away all I'm feeling now Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain Sounds like complaining but it's hard to refrain Don't you know you can't be afraid of me Giving away all I'm feeling now |
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| 9. |
| 6:02 |
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I can see the orange sky in front of me I can see things you'll never see People say its all a f---ing dream But I can say words you couldn't speak Is it me? Can you believe You'll never live the world I live Is it me? It is only me I can only live a world to...live Break away from you shattered beliefs Detaching from my body desperate in grief I have changed the world in front of me One against all; I'm starving this world (bridge) Is it me? Do you want me? You think you can have me Say you love me You want me! I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to... (chorus) I'm not afraid to live I'm not afraid to die I can only give What I see inside You can only take What I give of me You can only win When I'm not afraid to lose... Subjected to your mother of nature Limited to the color of your eyes Drained by the one you call your lover She don't care if you live or die (repeat bridge and chorus) Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose... Well I don't have a problem I evolved, (I evolved, I evolved...) Sometimes there are always problems Well I don't have a problem... I stand above |
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| 10. |
| 5:39 |
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Some of us play life like a board game It's new fun and you play it with people There's a time you get tired and you put it away Then one day you get it out and the places are broken Self disipline I want to feel before you Take it slow feel before you yeah That's where I stand Where I stand Where I stand Where I stand Some of us live life like we didn't know it exists Care Got to care or it fades away Then one day you come to life and living is over I just want |
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| 11. |
| 5:34 |
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All I see is all to see Stubborn mind in front of me If you want I'll go away I'll be here some other day How do you know you And I don't feel you now And I don't see you now And I don't hear you now And I don't know you now How do you know you You/yes, I've kept the news from you You/yes it's all in your mind All I see is all to see Nothing talking over me sHow do you know you |
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| 12. |
| 15:28 |
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It seems so slow to me
Watching them drop like fleas Got to run Got to get over this I've faced my death I've drowned in piss Is it okay if I invade you? Place myself before you Even though you think You're so much better than me I'll break this I'll take this (If you) I'll ache this (Fall through) I'll break this There is no peace to bring Pain is the only thing That's holding on And won't let go And can take over you Won't let you know Is it okay if I rape you? Make something else Something out of you Even though you think I might just set you free Is it okay if I rape you? Make something else Something out of you Even though you think I might just set you free I'll break this I'll take this (If you) I'll ache this (Fall through) I'll break this I'll break this I feel you, I see you, I know you I watch you everyday I crave you, I've done you I've thrown you away I feel you, I see you, I know you I watch you everyday, everyday And I crave you, I've done you I've thrown you away Yes, I've thrown you away I've thrown you away I've thrown you away Don't go away Don't go away I'll break this I'll take this (If you) I'll ache this (Fall through) I'll break this I'll break this I'll take this (If you) I'll ache this (Fall through) I'll break this I'll break this I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) I'll break this (Alone too much to hide) |
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