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| 4:22 | 
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I must have sneezed
On knees I freeze I mean I just choked up Somehow I slept I dream, I mean I dreamt of nothing Able to breathe A sweet relief Now that you′re here with me A northern degree Dove into me Now I′m recovering [Chorus] I only want you to see My favorite part of me And not my ugly side Not my ugly side Hook up a C.B. Wave a way For conversation flow I′m shoved in your cave, to wage this rage Don′t let me go A kick and a scream is all that seems To mean a lot thus far I won′t let you on my stage, my page You can′t know Yet you have to know [Chorus] So calm... and now it′s dark I look for you to light my heart I′m in between the moon and where you are I know... I can′t be far |
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| 2. |
| 3:20 |
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By the way
By your side I′ll stay If that′s okay Then by your side I′ll stay forever Here I am standing up Because I want to fall in love with you A sunless day It was a clumsy card house rape If that′s okay Then by your side I′ll stay forever Here I am standing up To say I want to fall in love with you Forever Here I am standing up To say that I want to fall in love All our kids will play A sunless day The rain will come The rain always brings our hero All our kids will play A sunless day The rain will come The rain always brings our here Believe in heroes |
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| 3. |
| 3:19 |
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In the day by day collision
Called the art of growing up There′s an innocence we look for in the stars To be taken back to younger days When there was no giving up On the people we held closest to our hearts Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing It is you that took my first away from me It is you I set my standards to... to every walk of life I haven′t met another you since you were with me. [Chorus] A brief bout with a razorblade cut me I freaked out, thinking people didn′t love me I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me In letting go, I am so proud of what I′ve done In a way, I failed religion I spit the wine from mouth to cup And I reached for something more than just your God Uncle, you spared not your children And while your praying hands are up There′s no forgiveness for you! You sick fuck! It is you that I remember in their bedroom It is you that took their first away from them It is you they set their standards to You wounded them for life You were a preacher and suppose to be above men Sing with me [Chorus] A brief bout with a razorblade cut me I freaked out, thinking people didn′t love me I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me In letting go, I am so proud of what I′ve done |
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| 4. |
| 4:00 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar
Calling You by Blue October (There's something) that I can't quite explain I'm so in love with you you'll never take that away and if I've said a hundred times before expect a thousand more you never take that away well expect me to be calling you to see If you're ok when I'm not around asking if you love me I love the way you make it sound calling you to see do I try too hard to make you smile to make us smile I will keep be calling you to see if you're sleeping or you're dreaming if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked...me I thought that the world had lost its sway (it's so hard sometimes) then I fell in love with you (then came you) and you took that way (it's not so difficult) you take away the old show me the new and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you so while I'm on this phone a hundred miles from home I take the words you gave and send them back to you I only want to see if you're ok when I'm not around asking if you love me I love the way you make it sound calling you to see do I try too hard to make you smile to make us smile I will keep calling you to see if you're sleeping or you're dreaming if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked...me well I will be calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me I can't believe you actually picked...me I will be calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me I cant believe you actually picked...me |
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| 5. |
| 5:49 |
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I changed my color for you
I shed my coat with caution I lack the beauty you display See here there are the bruises And some were self-inflicted And some showed up along the way So i nod my head Im ready for the world to see The secret i kept here inside the man you thought id be Slip into coma calm The coma where i calm myself down Here comes excuses why i let you down Stand by for another breakdown Sound off the alarm Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become Chameleon boy Chameleon boy So now weve come upon the hardest thing ive ever done Its telling you that im a mess What sort of mess i mean Is self-destructive gasoline The kind that strips you of your best And while i play insteadthe way that most would end up dead You sleep alone at home and wish that i was in our bed With this im telling you My color changes back to blue How do i ask you this Will you help me through Stand by for another breakdown Sound off the alarm Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become Stand by for another breakdown Sound off the alarm Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become Chameleon boy Chameleon boy I try to think of all the people i look up to Or growing up who would i be Now the twisted part Whered all my idols end up They all passed away Passed away Stand by Its chameleon boy Stand by Its chameleon boy Chameleon Boy I′m chameleon boy... Chameleon boy... |
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| 6. |
| 3:02 |
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I′m sorry for the way I treated you
I′m stuck in my ways to just run In the opposite way when things get comfortable I′ll keep on licking till your flavor is gone [Chorus] It′s getting more impossible To keep a straight face And be trusted with I love you Don′t trust my words when I′m in the bed with you I′ll bring the message, but the message gets lost Yeah you opened your legs and maybe I promised you You didin′t notice that my ankles were crossed [Chorus] Can you show me how to treat someone? I don′t recall ever learning how Because I keep fucking up I keep fucking up |
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| 7. |
| 4:09 |
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A slow strangle with your feet on the floor
I′ve got 14 angels and we′re sleeping alone In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go To feel normal I call baby up. Leave me alone. I′m in pain but I won′t let you Band-Aid my wound I am mad at a stage where I can′t even handle my own (can′t even handle my) Give me a quiet mind and I... I love you You give me a quiet mind and I... I love you Until the end Until the end Give me strength to be kind... To combine All the good things in life that are so hard to find But I have and I won′t let them go like I do with my friends (my friends) Still hearing voices... From front... From behind They′re the reasons I choose... When to live... How to die When to cast... When to reel When to buy... When to steal When to fiend for the friends that taught you Being inappropriate will Give me a quiet mind and I I still love you You give me a quiet mind and I I love you You give me a quiet (quiet) mind and I I love you You give me a quiet mind and I (you give me) And I love you Until the end Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh |
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| 8. |
| 1:48 |
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For 3 weeks, she sleeps
Through the rain I′ve gotta try, to keep her dry Or I′m out of ways Self books, love cooks Steel her away Through you know, and where ya go All in a day So, la-di-da la-di-da ah-haa Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohhhh La-di-da La-di-da ah-haa Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh-ohhhh |
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| 9. |
| 4:25 |
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"Inner Glow"
I′m like a storm cloud eager when you go out Calm again I′ll ask permission for the wrong to win Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on In a haze the beginning of your days Gonna fall down Got to get back up but at your own pace Got to fill your cup and find the way Out of your own maze Yeah boy what you said now And hide the rule book throw it in the waste Look strong Like you belong cause you do belong Whether right or wrong you belong I′m on your side if you fail atleat you tried To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive Yeah and pride don′t keep it all inside Don′t keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone Write you own song Whatever happened to our inner glow Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know Whatever happened to my radio Whatever happened to my song It is my song So here′s a preview shove it under old-new Or call it rock or pop or bach or fuck Goddamn where did we go wrong Now there′s a catergory for every song Yeah we only want to sing when we want to Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde Yeah we only want a field we can run through Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde So stride if you fail atleast you tried To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive And pride don′t keep it all inside Don′t keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone Write your own song Whatever happened to our inner glow Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know Whatever happened to my radio Whatever happened to the song Gonna wake up strong ya we′re all gonna wake up strong... |
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| 10. |
| 3:23 |
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So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go I fell between the seat, but nothing broke I′ve yet to feel that brilliant afterglow The one I knew of years ago Now I′m twisted Twisted from the waist and spun around Promised only sky but given ground Realized the makeup is for a clown The clown I knew of months ago [Chorus] I only wanted to be somebody So fucking bad, I came unglued I only wanted to be somebody So here we are now, face to face And I′m fucking you So you caught me! Wishing I were better than the rest You hit me and left bruises on my chest And when I wouldn′t cheat I spit upon your test The test I tore up weeks ago And now my fist is My fist is for your face to cock the jaw When I begin to rise, you start to fall Now you know how it feels to drop the ball The ball I threw back days ago [Chorus] So I′ll just stand right here for now I should have won, but how? I break a smart ass grin Who let the loser win? Let′s break a smart ass grin Let′s let the losers win! |
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| 11. |
| 5:24 |
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The first born, my heart will call Truly
A God-like boy of the sky The fog hissed away like a movie And serpents go home for the night The thundercloud rain hits the freeway The clowns put on makeup for show The nightfall, my skin crawl kind of evening And how the wind she blows How the wind she blows [Chorus] I want you to come closer Come in closer. Come in closer. I want you to come in closer Come in closer. Come in closer. I want you to come in closer, in closer Come dancing with devils Need not to know their names We′ll waltz like an army For the fear of our pain Our souls become useless As the day they were born In a rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm But still, the truth remains lethal A lie made by man Where my shoes become hammers And my words become sand Like a sour patch, a wedding batch Of roses you threw across my floor In the rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm [Chorus] I really do |
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| 12. |
| 14:23 |
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How am I supposed to breathe?
I try to relax. I touch your still frame So I can watch you closer And study the ways I believe I belong to you I scratch at your waist line... your doll hair I dig up the thought of how your eyes glow So I make you my religion, my collision, an escape goat So have I found your secret weak spot, baby? [Chorus] Can you pretend I′m amazing? I can pretend I′m amazing... Instead of what we both know I cut to the punch line baby Can you pretend I′m amazing Instead of what we both know Now our history is for sale And for that I apoligize You see you′re my only know how The study of when I believe I belonged to you You see I′ve made you into something delicious, My sweet ghost So have I found your secret weak spot, baby? |
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