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| 1. |
| 4:23 | 
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Some kind of light at the end I'm touching the edge of her skin Once so hard to speak Now so easy to play around Catching your eye you know That eye that slapped you in your face and called you a puppy Well how do you say I was hypnotized Hypnotized My words, they pour Like children to the playground Children to the playground You make me smile There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin And could you be the one that's not afraid To look me in the eyes I swear I would collapse If I would tell how I think you fell From the sky Yeah my words, they pour Like children to the playground Children to the playground You make me smile There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin It's the feeling I get My palms with sweat Like some kind of daydream I'll never forget I'm stuck in this spin Why does it begin By touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin |
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| 2. |
| 4:42 |
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We talked
Together sharpening a knife Like killing partners for a life Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home Now here we are We're licking skin to wipe us clean Strike a match, pour gasoline Ditch the scene and watch the city burn Sleep, my lap will be your pillow steering wheel turn I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you I'd do it So ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha Yeah we won We drive To leave the past and clear the mind to watch the sunset, set its time I swear you're fine I'm your ride home Now close your eyes it's getting dark and the highway's clear No sign of life from front to rear It's just you, my dear On the ride home We're going home I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you we'd do it So ha ha ha ha ha ha ha Yeah we won We talked Together sharpening a knife Like killing partners for a life Hey we can hide the bodies on the ride home 'Cause we're going home I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey Who cares if no one else believes So I set fire to everyone around but you I told you I told you we'd do it So ha ha ha ha (we won) ha ha ha ha (oh yeah we won) ha ha ha ha (we won) ha ha ha Yeah we won Yeah we won |
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| 3. |
| 4:00 |
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I am just a normal boy that sank when I fell overboard my ship would leave the country but I'd rather swim ashore Without a life that's sadly stuck again wish I was much more masculine maybe then I could learn to swim like "Fourteen miles away" Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound like whales beneath me diving down I'm sinking to the bottom of my everything that freaks me out the lighthouse beam has just ran out I'm cold as cold as cold can be be I want to swim away but don't know how sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean let the waves up take me down let the hurricane set in motion (yeah) let the rain of what I feel right now.. come down let the rain come down Where is the coastguard I keep looking each direction for a spotlight, give me something I need someting for protection maybe flotsam junk will do just fine the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life believe me (How can I keep up this breathing) Not knowing how to think I scream aloud begin to sink my legs and arms are broken down with envy for the solid ground I'm reaching for the life within me how can one man stop this ending I thought of just your face relaxed and floated into space I want to swim away but don't know how sometimes it feels just like I I'm falling in the ocean let the waves up take me down let the hurricane set in motion (yeah) let the rain of what I feel right now.. come down let the rain come down Now walking to the sun I calculate what I had done like jumping from the bow (yeah)just to prove I knew how(yeah) it's midnight's late reminder of the loss of her, the on I love my will to quickly end it all so thought no end my need to fall Into the ocean, end it all, into the ocean, end it all, into the ocean, end it all, into the ocean,end it all Into the ocean(goodbye), end it all(goodbye), into the ocean(goodbye), end it all(goodbye), into thde ocean(goodbye), end it all(goodbye) I want to swim away but don't know how sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean let the waves up take me down let the hurricane set in motion (yeah) let the rain of what I feel right now.. come down let the rain come down Into the ocean(goodbye) into the space, into the ocean(goodbye) end it all(goodbye), I thought of just your face |
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| 4. |
| 4:03 |
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What if we could
Put our lives on Hold and meet some Where inside of the world I would meet you Would you meet me? 2, 3, 4... On a park bench On a skyscrape On a mountain Oh yeah, whatever it takes I would meet you Would you meet me? I'm glad to say that we've met But I'm sad to say that the circumstances where On our side So go on Go on be your own Go on be your own star What if we could? Where would we go? If it felt right Would you want me to know I would meet you Would you meet me It's like a last chance For a first dance You're a sunrise Can't somehow exist I would meet you Would you meet me I'm glad to say that we've met But I'm sad to say that the circumstances where On our side So go on Go on be your own Go on be your own star A simple star in my eyes In my eyes Look in my eyes Just look in my eyes My eyes My eyes!!! What if we could Put our lives on Hold and meet some Where inside of the world I would meet you Would you meet me? On a park bench On a skyscrape On a mountain Oh yeah, whatever it takes I would meet you Would you meet me? God I would God I would I would meet you Would you meet me I would meet you I would meet you I would meet you |
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| 5. |
| 6:20 |
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Blue october - Hate Me (M/V) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling take it go away!? Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered how can you do this to me?? Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you |
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| 6. |
| 4:03 |
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Where do you go
When the day is long And where does your heart beat And who is wrong Why do I feel this way Why do I kneel How could I let it go Why do I feel Why do I feel Why Follow me home Through the, the maze and awn I'll show you the road That I led you the wrong way on Why did I go that way Why do I steel How could I let her go Why do I feel Oh why did I go that way Why do I steal How could I let her go Why do I feel Why do I feel Why Why Why did I go that way Why do I need How could I let her go Why do I feel Oh why did I go that way How could I steel Oh how could I How could I How could I How could I How could I |
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| 7. |
| 4:01 |
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Is that seat taken
Congratulations Would you like to take a walk with me My mind it kind of goes fast I try to slow it down for you I think i'd love to take a drive I want to give you something I've been wanting to give to you for years My heart My heart, my pain won't cover up You left me.. hu hu hu hu My heart won't take this cover up You left me.. hu hu hu hu I came to see the light in my best friend You seemed as happy as you'd ever been My chance of being open was broken And now you're Mrs. him. My words they don't come out right But I'll try to say i'm happy for you I think I'm going to take that drive I want to give you something I have wanted to give to you for years My heart My heart, my pain won't cover up You left me.. hu hu hu hu My heart My heart won't take this cover up You left me.. hu hu hu hu And I can't change this I can never take it back But now I can't change your mind (You left me) And I can't this I can never take this back But now I can't change your mind can't change your mind (You left me) Can't change you mind (You left me) (You left me) (You left me) (You left me) Go away Make it go away Please. |
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| 8. |
| 4:25 |
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Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? (ha!) I want to carry a piece of who I was before So when I hit the wall, I really hit the wall I want to tear away the death again A whiter shade of f**king meth again I want to stick to clues, I want to come unglued I want to shape the world to fit the way you move Oh, should I listen for a dress size? I owned up, I've grown up, do you remember me? I showed up and so what if I'm the used to be I'm here to tell you that I'm sorry I was sorry But I'm happy that you're happy This is no longer about me Trade rules, switch sides for your beautiful eyes Let him be you through your beautiful cries Let him hold you up so you can touch affordable skies Live your life just like a dream Without the pain of goodbyes Goodbye! Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk Unlock the back of my trunk You see, you take this bat And bash my head into the street again No-ones around so I keep beating it Pull my hair back, look me in the eye There's a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy It's the guilt of what reality has given me Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity And when you're sick you seem to think You've failed eternally And that the people you let in are only crumbling When you're sick of thinking life in this recovery When my decision paved the road That lies in front of me So to my friends that even call but I don't call back I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder I'm really sick of saying sorry but I will Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? But are we scared to take the ride? Or dare to look inside? I'm floating far away (far away) I'm floating far away (leaving home) I'm floating far away (so far away) I'm floating far away I want to learn to walk with others as an equal I want to treat the ones who love me with respect I want to tell the world I'll give them all a piggyback And try to take away my negative effect I want to kiss the girl, I know I'll never lie again I want to call my dad and tell him that I care I want to let my brother know He saved my life a thousand times Throughout the years he's been my friend Who's always there Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? |
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| 9. |
| 4:15 |
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Relapse, prevent,
Trigger, intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words You're solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah you shape to mold Oh you're bold you're bold But your shape is bold You're a symptom superficial To what they call knowing you Minus the speed Could you imagine the phobia? Your brain is faulty wiring The reason for tiring Keep treating the curse Imagine the worst Systematic, sympathetic Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic Your heart is prosthetic A plate of quite peculiar On a dish of my own A tablespoon of feather Tickle me to the bone Give me recipes for happy With the chemicals gone Drinking freedom from a bottle To the tune of belong I'm sick of shaking Never waking From the hell I achieve I never knew you till you left me With the crying disease Another curing, reassuring Way to buckle the knees So mistreated, I repeated Never blessing your sneeze Now deleted and defeated I will stand on my own Yeah your memory that punches me Has broken the bone Give me recipes for sorry I'm admitting I'm wrong Still your memory that punches me Has broken the bone |
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| 10. |
| 4:32 |
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I try to stay on top of you
To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grap that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And protecting you from harm I use a wallet for your mouth So when you bite you will not bleed I drilled a wire through my cheek And let it down and out my sleeve And as your pulling out the best of me Yeah which never ever comes This wires all thats left of me And its hooked within my gums within my gums... So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] Its proof to show that I bleed for this And ive cut myself the shame But to get to know this macicist Who has stolen my first name Pretending he's a teacher Holding all my weight at ease Yet the teacher seems to split in two Destroying both his knees Now crawling I position myself Below your broken wing I lift your featherd left arm Where you hide your heart for me I never noticed it was swolen With the touch of brutal pain I never knew a heart could live inside The rust from all your rain all your rain... So drill it, so drill it so hard feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it so hard feel it [Kirk screaming] I didnt think to bring a wash cloth And rub away the dirt Myself and I we share This barely beating heart of hurt And when the hurt comes theres an argument, A fight to save a smile A small attack on human tears To dry them for a while A dream we all should count on ; Yeah a vision i believe Where confidence is found Attached to wires on our sleeve Where lonelyness is history Told to pack your shit and leave Where guidance is a fortune Told to help in time of need And were crying emits secrets Its the art of how we greiv And lessons are the key To every goal I will acheive I will achieve So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it so hard feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it so hard feel it [Kirk sreaming] |
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| 11. |
| 4:43 |
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Somewhere, far away from here
I saw stars, stars that I could reach (yeah) It was a midnight, a silent twilight Fell down, beyond the ocean beach (yeah) I assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches To build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay Behind the water slide and down the hill where heaven reaches Land and time is left to float away (yeah) So rest assured I have the key to every opening To every wishing well deep thats enough to drink (drink) I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is When earth collides with all the space between (yeah) I'm reaching farther than I ever have before Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore I may be some sort of crazy We may be some sort of crazy But I swear on everything I have and more So never look behind you, spooky people bring you down The world is ending there's a party by the bay I'll wear my suit and tie, would I and I toss into The way you put that smile upon my face (yeah) Fill up the air balloon and ride with me Yeah hell is just a parade (parade) Make love like time and space Is ending While befriending fade while luring way of putting us to shame I'm reaching farther than I ever have before Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore I may be some sort of crazy We may be some sort of crazy But I swear on everything I have and more You make the sound of pulling heaven down You brought the rain's romantic pour You make the sound You make the sound Of pulling heaven down I'm reaching farther than I ever have before (god I've reached the top) Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore I may be some sort of crazy We may be some sort of crazy But I swear on everything I have and more (go go go go) I'm reaching farther than I ever have before (god i've reached the top) Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore I may be some sort of crazy We may be some sort of crazy But I swear on everything I have and more (go go go go) |
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| 12. |
| 4:06 |
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A heartbeat skip, relationship
Inside a bubble bath An icing drip below your lip So we undo the math A sudden slip between My pathetic sedatives A real-life script of how Mistakes became our medicine, so Delay the hurtful words Of complicated overcast Please take the message that I'm Picking up my chin at last I said my confidence It gets stronger when you're next to me But we pray from miles away In quest for what we long to be I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again But you're my everlasting friend Everlasting friend A heartbeat skip, relationship So we would stay up late A teardrop drip below your lip Beside the airport gate A sudden slip from where We used to be a year ago A real-life script of how Our hands would hold and not let go But delay the mournful words Of complicated overcast Please take the message That you taught me how to live at last But I said my confidence It gets stronger when you're next to me But we wave respect goodbye In quest for what we long to be, but I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again But you're my everlasting friend Will you be coming home? (Everlasting friend) My everlasting friend, will you be coming home? (Everlasting friend) I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again (Still missing you) I might crumble, I might take a fall again I might crumble, I might take a fall again I might crumble, I might take a fall again I might crumble, I might take a fall again I might crumble, I might take a fall again I just want to know that you'll be coming home I just want to know that you'll be coming home I just want to know that you'll be coming home I just want to know that you'll be coming home |
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| 13. |
| 11:13 |
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I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is alright To the core Close that door Is this happening? My breathe is on your hair I'm unaware That you opened the blinds and let the city in God, you held my hand As we stand Taking in everything. And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep But Here we are On this 18th floor balcony... we're both flying away. We talked about mom's and dad's About family's pasts Getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display For all to see I can't believe this is happening. I raised my hand as if to show you I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm still so your for the taking Thats when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me... I knew from the start So my arms are open wide And your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep But here we are On this 18th floor balcony... I knew from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are On this 18th floor balcony... we're both flying away. And I'll try to sleep to keep you in my dreams so I can bring you home with me and I'll try to sleep and you keeping you in my...dreams I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach We're not going to sleep But here we are On this 18th floor balcony...we're both.. flying away |
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