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| 1. |
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You push yourself on me
Force yourself on me Free yourself through me You better save yourself from me Every time you want me to be Something I could never be Guess you'll have to wait and see Till the next time that you have to COME AGAIN! I hate myself for you I break myself for you I'd kill myself for you I'd better save myself from you Everytime you want me to be Something I could never be Guess you'll have to wait and see Till the next time that you have to COME AGAIN! If you have to walk my way Have somethingto say Get the fuck away Can't take one more day I cannot conform COME AGAIN! |
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| 2. |
| 4:42 |
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Mudshovel
You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring me pain You can't take away Make me whole again I feel betrayed Stuck in your ways And you rip me apart With the brutal things you say I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain You can't take away Make me whole again Mudshovel You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again 'Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring me pain You can't take away Make me whole again You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment Driving you insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You won't take away I'll be whole again Mudshovel |
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| 3. |
| 4:06 |
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Home
I force myself through another day Can’t explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel rooms my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore Cause I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home |
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| 4. |
| 5:40 |
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And you
Could bring me to my knees Again All the times When I could beg you please In vein All the times When I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I`m on the outside, I`m lookin in I can see through you, see your true colors Cuz inside your ugly, your ugly like me I can see through you, see to the real you All the times That I felt like this won`t end It`s for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I`ve cried My intentions Were full of pride But I watse More time than anyone But I`m on the outside, I`m lookin in I can see through you, see your true colors Cuz inside your ugly, your ugly like me I can see through you, see to the real you instrumental break All the times That I`ve cried All this wasted It`s all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It`s back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can`t mend But I feel Tomorrow will be ok I`m on the outside and I`m lookin in I can see through you, see your true colors Cuz inside your ugly, your ugly like me I can see through you, see to the real you |
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| 5. |
| 4:26 |
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And it`s been a while since I could
hold my head up high And it`s been a while since I first saw you And it`s been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again And it`s been a while since I could call you And everything I can`t remember It`s fked up as it always seems The consequences that are rendered I`ve stretched myself beyond my means And it`s been a while since I can say that I wasn`t addicted, and, And it`s been a while since I can say I love myself as well and It`s been a while since I`ve gone and fed things up just like I always do, And it`s been a while but all that st seems to disappear when I`m with you And everything I can`t remember, It`s fked up as it always seems, The consequences that I`ve rendered, I`ve gone and fked things up again, yeah Why must I feel this way, Just make this go away, Just one more peaceful day And it`s been a while since I could look at myself straight, And it`s been a while since I said I`m sorry, And it`s been a while since I`ve seen way the candles light your face, And it`s been a while but I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can`t remember, It`s fked up as it always seems, to be (I know it`s me) I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it`s been a while since I could hold my head up high, And it`s been a while since I said I`m sorry |
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| 6. |
| 3:26 |
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To my Mother
To my Father It`s your son or It`s your daughter Are my screams Loud enough for You to hear me Should I turn this up for you I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you`ve said The silence get`s us no where Get`s us no where way too fast The silence Is what kills me I need someone Here to help me But you don`t know How to listen And let me make My decisions I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you`ve said The silence get`s us no where Get`s us no where way too fast All your insults And your curses Make me feel like I`m not a person And I feel like I am nothing But you make me So do something Cause I`m fked up Because you are Need attention Attention you couldn`t give I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you`ve said The silence get`s us no where Get`s us no where way too fast I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you`ve said The silence get`s us no where Get`s us no where way too fast |
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| 7. |
| 4:16 |
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Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause it's always raining in my head So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it Wash away 'Cause I can't take anymore Of this, I want to come apart, or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little boy inside That cries out for attention, though I always try to hide And I talk to you like children, but I don't know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed But it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said |
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| 8. |
| 4:03 |
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This is my life It`s not what it was before All these feelings I`ve shared And these are my dreams That I`d never lived before Somebody shake me Cuz I I must be sleeping Now that we`re here, It`s so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All in the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we`re here it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I`m not ashamed To be the person that I am today These are my words That I`ve never said before I think I`m doing okay And this is the smile That I`ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cuz I I must be sleeping Now that we`re here, It`s so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All in the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we`re here it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I`m not ashamed To be the person that I am today I`m so afraid of waking Please don`t shake me Afraid of waking Please don`t shake me Now that we here It`s so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All in the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we`re here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I`m not ashamed To be the person that I am today So Far Away 너무 멀리 떨어져 있어 -Staind This is my life 이건 내 인생이야 It's not what it was before 더이상 예전에 것이 아니야 All these feelings I've shared 내가 나눴던 모든 감정들 And these are my dreams 그리고 이건 내 꿈들이야 That I'd never lived before 내가 전에도 살지 못했던 Somebody shake me 'cause I 누구 나좀 흔들어줘 왜냐면.. I must be sleeping 난 잠들어야해 Now that we're here,it's so far away 이제 우린 여기있어, 너무 멀리 떨어져있어 All the struggle we thought was in vain 우리가 생각했던 싸움들은 다 헛된거였어 All the mistakes,one life contained 모든 실수들도, 인생에 포함된 거야 They all finally start to go away 끝내 모든것들이 떠나가기 시작했어 Now that we're here, it's so far away 우린 여기 있어, 너무 멀어 And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed 그리고 난 내가 용서할수 있는 날을 바라볼수 있을것 같아, 그리고 난 부끄럽지 않아 To be the person I am today 사람이 되기위해 난 오늘도 있어 These are my words 이건 내 얘기들이야 That I've never said before 전에는 얘기한적 없는 I think I'm doing okay 난 잘하고 있는것 같아 And this is the smile 그리고 이건 미소야 That I've shown before 내가 예전에 보여줬던.. Somebody shake me 'cause I 누군가 날 좀 흔들어줘, 왜냐면.. I must be sleeping 난 잠들어야 하거든 Now that we're here,it's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes,one life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed To be the person I am today I'm so afraid of waking :깨어나는게 두려워 Please don't shake me :날 흔들지마 Afraid of waking :깨어나는게 두려워 Please don't shake me :날 흔들지마 Now that we're here,it's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes,one life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed To be the person I am today |
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| 9. |
| 3:36 |
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Failed to see, How destructive we can be. Taking without giving back, 'Til the damage can be seen, Can you see? Can you see? The more you take, The more you blame, But everything still feels the same. The more you hurt, The more you scream, The price you pay to play the game, Then all you see, And all you gain, And all you step on without shame, There are no rules, No one to blame, The price to play the game. Empathy, the chosen way to be, Blindly look the other way, While you waste away with me, Can you see? Can you see? The more you take, The more you blame, But everything still feels the same. The more you hurt, The more you scream, The price you pay to play the game, Then all you see, And all you gain, And all you step on without shame, There are no rules, No one to blame, The price to play the game. What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game. The more you take, The more you blame, But everything still feels the same. The more you hurt, The more you scream, The price you pay to play the game, Then all you see, And all you gain, And all you step on without shame, There are no rules, No one to blame, The price to play the game. What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game, What you pay to play the game. |
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| 10. |
| 4:39 |
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Well I want you to notice
To notice when I'm not around I know that your eyes see straight through me And speak to me without a sound Chorus And I want to hold you Protect you from all of the things I've already endured And I want to show you Show you all the things That this life has in store for you And I'll always love you The way that a father should love his daughter When I walked out this morning I cried as I walked to the door I cried about how long I'd be away for I cried about leaving you all alone Chorus Sweet Zoe Jane (x2) So I wanted to say this 'Cause I wouldn't know where to begin To explain to you what I have been through To explain where your daddy has been Chorus (altered) So I want to hold you Protect you from all of the things I've already endured And I want to show you Show you all the things That this life has in store for you And I'll always love you The way that a father should love his daughter Sweet Zoe Jane (x2) |
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| 11. |
| 4:14 |
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I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made. I've got some imperfections, But how can you collect them all And throw them in my face? [Chorus] But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending, it's as much as I can take. And you're so independent, you just refuse to bend So I keep bending 'till I break [Chorus] But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me? I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way... But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting [Chorus - Altered] But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting? Searching for the things to say to keep me right here wating |
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| 12. |
| 4:20 |
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You
In your shell Are you waiting for someone to rescue you From yourself Don't be disappointed when no one comes Don't blame me you didn't get it Don't blame me you didn't get it Don't blame me you didn't get it I already told you that falling is easy It's getting back up that becomes the problem Becomes the problem If you don't believe you can find a way out You've become the problem Become the problem You All alone Are you waiting for someone to make you whole? Can't you see? Aren't you tired of this dysfunctional routine? Don't blame me you didn't get it Don't blame me you didn't get it Don't blame me you didn't get it I already told you that falling is easy It's getting back up that becomes the problem Becomes the problem If you don't believe you can find a way out You've become the problem Become the problem I already told you that falling is easy It's getting back up that becomes the problem Becomes the problem If you don't believe you can find a way out You've become the problem Become the problem Falling is easy It's getting back up that becomes the problem Becomes the problem And if you believe you can find a way out Then you've solved the problem You've solved your problem |
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| 13. |
| 4:24 |
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If you just walked away
What could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel? I am the mess you chose The closet you cannot close The devil in you I suppose 'Cause the wounds never heal But everything changes If I could Turn back the years If you could Learn to forgive me Then I could learn to feel Sometimes the things I say In moments of disarray Succumbing to the games we play To make sure that it's real But everything changes If I could Turn back the years If you could Learn to forgive me Then I could learn to feel When it's just me and you Who knows what we could do If we can just make it through The toughest part of the day But everything changes If I could Turn back the years If you could Learn to forgive me Then I could Learn how to feel Then we could Stay here together And we could Conquer the world If we could Say that forever Is more than just a word If you just walked away What could I really say? And would it matter anyway? It wouldn't change how you feel |
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| 4:39 |
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We chase misprinted lies
We chase the tracks of time And yet, I fight And yet, I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet, I find And yet, I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh... |
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| 16. |
| 6:03 |
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Hello
Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone at home? Come on, now I hear you're feeling down Well, I can ease your pain Get you on your feet again Relax I need some information first Just the basic facts Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship's smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin' When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb I have become comfortably numb Ok Just a little pinprick There'll be no more --Aaaaaahhhhh! But you may feel a little sick Can you stand up? I do believe it's working, Good That'll keep you going through the show Come on it's time to go There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship's smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin' When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse Out of the corner of my eye I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is gone, the dream is lost I have become comfortably numb |
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| 17. |
| 5:56 |
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She sits alone again and tries her best not to pretend
that all she used to live for was the love that wasn’t there And every time she needs to do the things that she believes will fill the void inside of her cuz he was never there And she says, ‘I swear I’m not the devil though you think I am. I swear I’m not the devil.’ And she says, ‘I swear I’m not the devil Though you think I am. I swear I’m not the devil.’ He tries to sleep again and wonders when the pain will end the cuts they may run deeper than his cracking outer shell He looks with tired eyes at all the people hypnotized and wonders what can save him from a self-created hell And he says, ‘I swear I’m not the devil though you think I am. I swear I’m not the devil.’ And he says, ‘I swear I’m not the devil Though you think I am. I swear I’m not the devil.’ I always fail to see the little things in front of me the things that mean so much to you, a way to let you know That I appreciate the way you always tolerate but sometimes when I medicate frustration in you shows me how you feel But I swear I’m not the devil Though you think I am I swear I’m not the devil And I scream I swear I’m not the devil Though you think I am I swear I’m not the devil |
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