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| 2. |
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| 3. |
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please go away.
won't you leave me alone? i'm just so drunk and miserable. you started with me, you started with me. (2x) what's it gonna be? what are ya gonna say to set it all off? it doesn't take much these days, my dear. you started with me, you started with me. it started with you, you started with me. it started with you. it started with you, it ends with me. wait and see. hey, look! what's that sound? everybody look what's goin' down. it started with you, it started with you. you're so quick to forget all the things that was said. over and over again in my head. it started with you, it started with you. it started with you, you started with me. it started with you. it started with you, it ends with me. wait, and see. things could've been easier if it was all so much slower. don't you think? you think too much, and you know too much. i'm gonna have to kill you now. take all your letters and postcards and pictures and burn 'em and flush it, forget it, i've forgotten. i'll see you in hell! reiterating the blatantly obvious throw me a curve, be spontanious. (2x) i don't wanna play this game, go home. (4x) |
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| 4. |
| 3:10 |
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It takes some time. You look at me. You don't like what you see.
I don't like who I am, I can change. I can change. It takes some time. In your factory. If there's a recipe. Just tell me what to do and I'll slowly rearrange. It takes some time. So bare with me. You're always there with me. Looking in the mirror. It's much clearer now. I hear you now. It echoes in my ears, "I can change, but do I want to?" Nevermind. Everytime. What you say? When you want it? Find myself inside myself and no one else can find it for me. Find myself all by myself and no one else can find it for me. (x2) Find myself, by myself! It takes some time. Too much time with you. I don't know what to do. Taking time is wasting time and I'm not wasting away mine. Someone is telling me, yelling and selling me to their whole crew. Rendez-vous. It takes some time. So don't bother me. You don't like what you see. Looking in the mirror. It's much clearer now. I hear myself it echoes in my ears, "I can change, but I don't want to!" Fine the way I am. I can change, but I choose not to. It takes some time. But my watch is gone and all my clocks are wrong. So I don't have the time to change. (I can't change for you.) Or anyone. I think I'm enough fun the way that I am and I'm finding new friends and I'm not gonna not gonna change who I am. Find myself inside myself and no one else can find it for me. Find myself all by myself and no one else can find it for me. Find myself, by myself! |
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| 5. |
| 2:58 |
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| 6. |
| 2:14 |
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She wanted me to tell you to leave.
She wanted me to let you know that you don't understand her, she just needs some time to breathe. She couldn't have told you better herself cuz she was in love with somebody else. I don't know why I had to be the messenger boy. I guess that somebody was me. Don't know what you got till it's gone. Don't know what you did so wrong. Don't know what you got till it's gone. Don't know why you did it so wrong. She wanted me to tell her my fears. She wanted me to let it all go. I don't know why I said it. I just can't trust anyone, I knew she was true. I never liked the sound of being alone much. Just one touch to help with the coldness. Persuasion was a trait the she held in her hand when she took mine, and I understood then. Don't know what you got till it's gone. Don't know what you did so wrong. Don't know what you got till it's gone. Don't know why you did it so wrong. and I did you wrong. You said I was just like him, but that's where you're wrong. He never wrote you a love song. It seemed like no sooner than I got my feet on the ground, the words slipped away. and baby, I hear you. know what you're saying and I feel it too. You've got something I've never had. The kind of love I can sing about and you're hearing me now, hear me now. |
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| 7. |
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| 8. |
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Saw it on the television, heard it on the radio. This in truth, is not yet the end. Bus station, it's 4 a.m. Took a taxi to the city. Matt Ball left. Looking too familiar and I don't know how to feel. Not a penny in my pocket. I'm a stranger. Wanna get home. Spare some change, sir? Wanna get back home. Wanna get back home. 40 miles across the Hudson. Those train tracks. Get back. Can you smile? Here's another joke. Have you got another smoke? I'm broke. Sounds good, but I don't know.
(CHORUS) I don't know but it sure sounds good to me. I don't care because I still don't know. The way it is, the way it was, the way it's supposed to be. I don't know but it sure sounds good to me. I heard this city never sleeps. I heard this city never sleeps, but its eyes are half-closed. Not a passerby. Babycry. I suppose, that I'm selfish. Stuck and I don't give a fuck. Twenty one. Morning comes. I've heard and had enough. I have no friends It hurts so much to be alone. I wish this night would fucking end. I close my eyes and dream of home. (CHORUS) I wish this night would fucking end. I close my eyes and dream of home. |
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| 9. |
| 2:24 |
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Sick and sad again
Sometimes I'd like the rain to end Sick and sad again Sometimes I'd like to stand on my own two feet Went to the corner of second and main And there was someone there who mentioned that they hoped That it would rain forever, forever, So they could drown in peace. Went down to the hodskin p.l. But there was nobody to answer when I rang The doorbell forever, forever so now I'm sad all the time. Sick and sad again. Sometimes I'd like the rain to end. Sick and sad again. Sometimes I'd like to stand on my own two feet. Today was the day but she threw it all away And I could never understand 'Cause she was never one to play by the rules of the game Her and me we're so the same I try so hard and I never give in And I am never satisifed until the day that I win against them But I don't care I'll follow her to anywhere. (But I don't care, I can fade away to anywhere- don't stop 'cause you might get dropped) |
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| 10. |
| 2:59 |
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Close your eyes real tight
underneath the city lights You can't hear the noise below your room take a real deep breath get those feelings off your chest We'll Work it out and wake up in each others arms Underneath its never over looking back over my shoulder looking back over my shoulder underneath its never over we always said we'd meet again when we were ten years older I hadn't thought about her in a while until she showed up in a dream i had laying listless in a bed with a string of broken hearts hanging from her fingers I said, "lets take a drive with a pack of camel lights into the middle of nowhere and talk about our lives hear me say, listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one its you i'm talking to You can't take it back? You can't take it back? Thats bullshit I took it and crushed it and painted it black I swallowed the match its burning at my insides hear me say, listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one its you i'm talking to Close your eyes real tight underneath the city lights You can't hear the noise below your room take a real deep breath get those feelings off your chest We'll work it out and wake up in each others arms Underneath its never over looking back over my shoulder looking back over my shoulder underneath its never over we always said we'd meet again when we were ten years older listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one oooo its you i'm talking to |
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| 12. |
| 3:16 |
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Mostly I'm an optimist,
bore my bad news and still persist goin on about my problems say, what's wrong with our world today? It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money, and keep on going without a doubt. I never thought I would make it this far, stumbling between every nightclub and bar. Every time I seem to catch my big break, the man call me up says there's been a mistake. Who can I count on? What can I count on? Where should I turn to? Why should I be with you? It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money, and keep on going without a doubt. The good times playin, sayin life is good, it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out. From day to day I could get so depressed, but I've never paid someone to be oppressed in my life when shit hits the fan, I simply sit back and follow the plan. It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money, and keep on going without a doubt. The good times playin, sayin life is good, it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out. Who can I count on? What can I count on? Where should I turn to? Why should I be with you? It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money, and keep on going without a doubt. The good times playin, sayin life is good, it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out. The good times playin, sayin life is good, it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out. Who can I count on? What can I count on? Where should I turn to? Why should I |
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| 13. |
| 2:31 |
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Run run run all you do is fucking run
but you'll never run away from yourself. I know it's hard but you've been then before and you know you're gonna be there again. I don't care what the stars may say because they always feed their bullshit to me. It's kind of sad how you lost what you had and you're never gonna have it again and so I say: (chorus) Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here. I said Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here. i said Hey Every other day you don't care what they say because they always leave you two steps behind. You try to smile and it lasts for awhile but they always send you back to the start. Eenie meenie miney mo they shoot down everyone you know and then they leave you there all alone. You wish they'd stop but they never give up and you know deep inside that you're stuck and so I say: (chorus) Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here. I said Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here. I said Hey |
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| 2:24 |
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| 15. |
| 1:55 |
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10 o'clock I was gonna write a letter
but at 1 o'clock is when I opened up my eyes. 3 o'clock turned into 5 o'clock. I watched the day pass me by. 6 o'clock I was changing through the channels. And at 8 o'clock the stationary called my name. 9 o'clock the time I stopped impossible that day I didn't speak. Dear loving friend I meant to write should've but the time just wasn't right. Some things I'd rather leave unsaid and I'm sorry that I did. So here's a letter that I never sent with all the words I never said. I never wanted you to leave but you left said I never wanna hold you back but I want to hold you back. I never wanted you to leave but you left said I never wanna hold you back but I want to hold you back. Sincerely yours. |
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| 3:12 |
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Broken homes as far as the eye can see.
Bird's eye view: An ocean surrounded by cubicles and fast food restaurants with nothing but standard utility vehicles and smog in-between. No one knows who is in control but underneath them lies a bottomless pit. Everyone clings to the sides and they use one another to reach the crown of it. It's getting oh so dark in here now. He's grabbing at my ankles. I'm grabbing at his. Don't let go! Until all that's left of dreams of Venus. The appendix of a system that doesn't need us. One machine tells the other not to feed us. They only want more. We only want more. We're all getting nowhere confused. Which way is up? Which way is down? I'm falling down. I wonder which moment I decided to care? Decided to wear the burdens of thousands of years. We all live life like the sun and the moon fucking in the afternoon. The light it doesn't get through but it gets by. One machine tells the other not to feed them. They only want more. We only want more. Just let go. Please don't feed the machine. |
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| 17. |
| 3:28 |
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Pick you up in the suburbs tommorow
we won't tell they won't follow pack your bags put all your trust in me Never had a gun to his head that's what he said So I shot him dead with a vengeance that his daughter fed Always been a sucker for a brown eyed punk rock girl and for her I'd shoot the world (Shoot him down) Shoot him down for all the nightmares (ohhhhhhh) What goes around comes around (ohhhhhhh) Your father is also your pain I love you and for us I'll shoot him down No remorse got no time to look back Cop is on our trail and were driving in a topaz Stuck in no mans land between the body and mind "Drop your gun put your hands behind your head." Turn around pop a clip hit him in his chest Home free and we're headed for the border Spending time in Mexico Tiajuana Drown our shame and start our lives again in California (Shoot him down) Shoot him down for all the nightmares (ohhhhh) What goes around comes around (ohhhhhhh) Your father is also your pain I love you and for us I'll shoot him down Next thing I know I'm all alone in a motel no explanation no letter goodbye I can't promise much, but I do promise this I promise to find you so I can remind you I love you and for us I'll shoot him down |
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| 2:19 |
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Another fucking day
it's still a nine to five, I swear. I don't want to reach the top. I don't want to be a millionare. I know that it may sound crazy, but it's driving me insane. Staring out the window of another fucking train. (CHORUS) We're walking arm to arm. I won't follow. Arm to arm. I won't lead. Arm to arm. Beside me until tomorrow. Arm to arm. You're walking arm to arm with me. I'm feeling kind of homesick when I smell the old pine tree. I felt you in the breeze, I close my eyes, it's not so easy for me. Once or twice, three times a charm. We were walking arm to arm. I wanted that for so damn long, but now it's gone. I've never been so wrong. Drop me a line. Tell me everything that I've been missing. Won't you drop me a line. Tell me where you're gonna be when I get home. 2000 years more won't end this war, my brother. Half empty, half full. You're pushing, I'm pulling. woooooah woah oh oh wooah oh oh Back in '96, sometimes I sit and reminisce. ook the train to Hoboken, I didn't know it then, but that is when I found my place outisde this so-called structured life. Married to my only love and music is my wife. (CHORUS) |
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| 3:56 |
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It was the summer of '95 (so what?!),
in the backyard, shaving the old plies. Feeling so strong, something went wrong. Straight into my finger, what a stinger, it was so long. I still remember that day, like the day that I said that I swear, "I'll never hurt myself again", but it seems that I'm deemed to be wrong, to be wrong, to be wrong. So i've got to keep holding on... they always played a slow song. When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk, with a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest. Singing "my, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die by the end of the night." I still remember when we were young and fragile then. No one gave a shit about us because times were tougher then. Feeling so good, cruising the hood; straight into the real world, rich kids never understood. But I don't care. I can fade away to anywhere. Don't stop because you might get dropped and if you do who's going to pick you up. Well I won't... they always played a slow song. When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk, with a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest. Singing "my, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die by the end of the night." When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk, with a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest. My, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die by the end of the night. (3 times) |
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| 1:15 |
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Sad is the man who drinks with himself
To forget the day that precedes From sad then to happy From happy to bitter That bitter old man is me Hey (hey), drink it all away I said hey (hey), drink it all away And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky And sleep all alone tonight One for my headaches, 2 for the road 3 for my family and 4 for the show 5 for my sorrows, 6 for my wrongs 7 to hell with this song Hey (hey), drink it all away I said hey (hey), drink it all away And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky And sleep all alone tonight Well everyone feels the need to belong Everyone feels the need for a cause The forces of nature are naturally strong But where's the effect? where's the effect? Hey (hey), drink it all away I said hey (hey), drink it all away Hey (hey), drink it all away I said hey (hey), drink it all away And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky And sleep all alone tonight Yeah, I dance for the light of the stars in the sky And sleep all alone tonight |
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| 4:46 |
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You, you try, you try to get by.
"You're never going to pull it off", "You shouldn't even try" "You're a wet cigarette", "You're always second best", but they're never going to give a shit about anybody but themselves. So you fight for them to realize; there's more to life, there's more to you, there's more than meets the eye. And when you're done, the battle's been won. You sit back, you smile and this is what you hum, you hum: ....12341234.... The years go by, the time it does fly. Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh, so quick and it seems like nothing, but when you're looking back, well it amounts to everything. I've got myself. I've got my friends. I've got my little family, but that's not where it ends. This one goes out to you, it goes out to everyone. It's in the name of honesty because life has just begun. .... 12341234.... Look around little brother, Can you tell me what you see? You're a big boy now, so take responsibility. You never had it hard, but now it's getting tough, so you whine, whine, whine and you say you've had enough. You say i'm full of shit That i'm a hypocrite I shouldn't talk, when i can't take the advice that i give? Well maybe you're right, but open your eyes: the main difference here is that i try, try, try. |
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