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| 1. |
| 2:33 | 
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Scary's on the wall
Scary's on his way Watch where you spit I'd advise you wait until it's over Then you got hit And you shoulda known better And we die young Faster we run Down, down, down you're rollin' Watch the blood float in the muddy sewer Take another hit And bury your brother And we die young Faster we run Scary's on the wall Scary's on his way Another alley trip Bullet seek the place to bend you over Then you got hit And you shoulda known better Faster we run And we die young |
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| 2. |
| 4:47 |
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I'm the man in the box
Buried in my shit Won't you come and save me, save me Fear in my eyes, can you sew them shut? Jesus Christ, deny your maker He who tries, will be wasted Fear in my eyes now you've sewn them shut I'm the dog who gets beat Shove my nose in shit Won't you come and save me, save me Fear in my eyes, can you sew them shut? Jesus Christ, deny your maker He who tries, will be wasted [2x] Fear in my eyes now you've sewn them shut |
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| 3. |
| 5:51 |
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Mind, of destructive taste I choose...to stroll amongst the waste That was your heart Lost in the dark Call off the chase Walls of thought, strong and high As my castle crumbles with time... I think of you Oh, yes I do Such a crime You opened fire...and your mark was true You opened fire...aim my smilin' skull at you You opened fire... I live tomorrow, you I'll not follow As you wallow in a sea of sorrow Lines cut across my face Why you laugh at my disgrace I'll never know How far to go To reach that place You opened fire...and your mark was true } You opened fire...aim my smilin' skull at you } You opened fire... } (2x) I live tomorrow, you I'll not follow }} As you wallow in a sea of sorrow }} (out...) |
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| 4. |
| 6:29 |
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I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me I'm the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but I'm not alive Take my hand before I kill I still love you, but, I still burn Yeah, Love, hate, love [3x] Oooh, Love, hate, love Yeah, Love, hate, love |
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| 5. |
| 5:09 |
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Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used And because so, once was mine I walk this maze alone Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free The man's beside himself, man's below himself Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free The man's beside himself, man's below himself Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself |
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| 6. |
| 4:29 |
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Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky with Some who say I've lost my mind Brother try and hope to find You were always so far away I know that pain so don't you run away Like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves That fall because my hand is pulling them hard as I can You were always so far away I know that pain and I won't run away Like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You were always so far away I know the way so don't you run away Like you used to do Like you used to do |
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| 7. |
| 4:12 |
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Yeh, it goes away All of this and more of nothing in my life No color clay Individuality not safe As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure you run from something strong I can't let go Threadbare tapestry unwinding slow Feel a tortured brain Show your belly like you want me to As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure you run from something strong I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Something's gotta turn out right You sugar taste Sweetness doesn't often touch my face Stay if you please You may not be here when I leave As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure we reach for something strong I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Something's gotta turn out right |
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| 8. |
| 3:15 |
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Inside always trying to get back inside But it's so hard to penetrate pig-thick skin I'm 'bout as low as I can get I'd leave but I can't forget Still I wonder why it ain't right, mmm it ain't right, oooh Ain't right, mmm it ain't right, yeah 'Bout as low as she can get She'll leave me but she won't forget And she wonders why she ain't right, she ain't right Ain't right, she ain't right Now we're as low as we can get Can't leave and can't forget We ain't right, we ain't right Not right, we ain't right Well it's hard to believe that somebody tricked you when you can see you were only high It's all up to you so you gamble flat on your face and into the fire |
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| 9. |
| 6:03 |
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Is she ready to know my frustration? What she slippin' inside, slow castration I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me Did she come here to try, try to take me Did she call my name? I think it's gonna rain When I die Was it something I said, held ag |
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| 10. |
| 2:31 |
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I believe them bones are me Some say we're born into the grave I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big old pile a them bones Dust rise right on over my time Empty fossil of the new scene I feel so alone, gonna wind up a Big ole pile a them bones Toll due bad dream come true I lie dead gone under red sky I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them bones |
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| 11. |
| 4:49 |
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Angry Chair Sitting on an angry chair Angry walls that steal the air Stomach hurts and I don't care What do I see across the way See myself molded in clay Stares at me, yeah I'm afraid Changing the shape of his face Candles red I have a pair Shadows dancing everywhere burning on the angry chair Little boy made a mistake Pink cloud has now turned to gray All that I want is to play Get on your knees, time to pray, boy I don't mind, yeah I don't mind, I-I-I I don't mind, yeah, I don't mind, I-I-I Lost my mind, yeah But I don't mind, I-I-I Can't find it anywhere I don't mind Corporate prison, we stay I'm a dull boy, work all da y So I'm strung out anyway Loneliness is not a phase Field of pain is where I graze Serenity is far away Saw my reflection and cried So little hope that I died Feed me your lies, open wide Weight of my heart, not the size Pink cloud has now turned to gray All that I want is to play Get on your knees time to pray |
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| 12. |
| 3:11 |
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I broke you in the canyon I drowned you in the lake You a snake that I would trample Only thing I'd not embrace Oh, you couldn't dam that river And maybe I don't give a damn anyway So you couldn't dam that river And it washed me so far away I pushed and then you stumbled I kicked you in the face You stare at me so hollow Got to keep that killin' pace Oh, you couldn't dam that river And maybe I don't give a damn anyway So you couldn't dam that river And it washed me so far away I burned the place around you I hit you with a rake You piss upon my candle So proving you're a fake |
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| 13. |
| 5:17 |
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I have never felt such frustration Or lack of self control I want you to kill me And dig me under, I wanna live no more One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me For me I want to taste dirty, stinging pistol In my mouth, on my tongue I want you to scrape me from the walls And go crazy like you've made me One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be } I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me } For me You, you are so special You have the talent to make me feel like dirt And you, you use your talent to dig me under And cover me with dirt One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be } I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me } |
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| 14. |
| 3:51 |
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Care not for the men who wonder Straw that broke your back, you're under Cast all them aside who care Empty eyes and dead end stare Don't you know that none are blind To the lie, and you think I don't find what you hide? What in God's name have you done? Stick your arm for some real fun For the horse you've grown much fonder Than for me, that I don't ponder As the hair of one who bit you Smiling bite your own self, too And I think that you're not blind To the ones you left behind I'll be here So be yearning all your life Twisting, turning like a knife Now you know the reasons why Can't get high, or you will die Or you'll die So your sickness weighs a ton And God's name is smack for some |
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| 15. |
| 5:17 |
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What's gone wrong, I can't see straight Been too long, so full of hate What the fuck will it take Drown myself in my wake Another shaggy D.A. Now a dog, shake my leg Plastic man, paper face Candy heart, what a waste Gotta change, set a date Eat my cake, lick my plate Stare at me with empty eyes and Point your words at me Mirror on the wall will show you What you're scared to see I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) So climb walls, Thin my blood now And I crawl, back to bed now What the hell, gotta rest Aching pain in my chest Lucky me, now I'm set Little bug for a pet New Orleans, gotta get Pin cushion medicine Used to be curious Now the shit's sustenance All this time I swore I'd never Be like my old man What the hey it's time to face Exactly what I am I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) What the hell, gotta rest Aching pain in my chest Lucky me, now I'm set Little bug for a pet New Orleans, gotta get Pin cushion medicine Used to be curious Now the shit's sustenance All this time I swore I'd never Be like my old man What the hey it's time to face Exactly who I am I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) } I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) } Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) } Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) } |
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| 16. |
| 6:16 |
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Ain't found a way to kill me yet Eyes burn with stinging sweat Seems every path leads me to nowhere Wife and kids household pet Army green was no safe bet The bullets scream to me from somewhereHere they come to snuff the rooster Yeah here come the rooster You know he ain't gonna dieWalkin' tall machine gun man They spit on me in my home land Gloria sent me pictures of my boy Got my pills 'gainst mosquito death My buddy's breathin' his dyin' breath Oh god please won't you help me make it through |
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| Disc 2 | ||||||
| 1. |
| 4:16 |
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It's alright There comes a time Got no patience to search For peace of mind Layin' low Want to take it slow No more hiding or Disguising truths I've sold Everyday it's something Hits me all so cold Find me sittin' by myself No excuses, then I know It's okay Had a bad day Hands are bruised from Breaking rocks all day Drained and blue I bleed for you You think it's funny, well You're drowning in it too Everyday it's something Hits me all so cold Find me sittin' by myself No excuses, then I know Yeah, it's fine We'll walk down the line Leave our rain, a cold Trade for warm sunshine You my friend I will defend And if we change, well I Love you anyway Everyday it's something Hits me all so cold Find me sittin' by myself No excuses, then I know |
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| 2. |
| 4:14 |
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Yeah, I want to travel south this year Aaah, Woah, Woah Won't prevent safe passage here Why you act crazy Not an act maybe So close a lady Shifty eyes shady Yeah, hey Yeah, tears that soak A callous heart Why you act frightened I am enlightened Your weakness builds me So someday you'll see I stay away Why you act crazy Not an act maybe So close a lady Shifty eyes shady I stay away |
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| 3. |
| 3:54 |
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What The Hell Have I?
The face before me flies Laughs at me inside Masks are made to hide the glow Shining eyes Distance 'tween us grows feeding lies It's hard to start things over You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah Something I should say It takes you every day What you give is not alive Today Your soul served on a plate Throw it away It's hard to start things over You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah It's hard to start things over Oh yeah You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah It's hard to start things over Oh yeah You can feel the fire around us All the time Yeah All the time What the hell have I? Little Pride |
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| 4. |
| 3:48 |
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A Little Bitter
How the mind does shout for rest When the bodies shaken, yeah Oh the tightness in my chest Still your leaves I'm raking Lord is this a test Was it fun creating, yeah? My god's a little sick And he wants me crazy Who Are you Who can say It's ok to live through me? Live to be Part of me You're a wrinkled magazine Yeah Was it something that I said? Was it how they're breaking, yeah I'm so selfish, paying your rent While your blood I'm taking You Spend me Like a tree Dirty dollar bills for leaves Dark in a sea Of my seeds And the tears on which you feed You feed The body is a temple A dormant alter To where infantile men lie around Itching and nibbling For a small piece of sanity Of which you can not give Shit! Individuality Buying pennies with my soul And a little Heaven spent While the Hell I'm taking Thieves Parasites Hide from life You know they'll remember me They are abhored In self-worth All that matters much to me |
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| 5. |
| 4:46 |
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In the darkest hole, you'd be well advised Not to plan my funeral before the body dies, yeah Come the morning light, it's a see through show What you may have heard and what you think you know, yeah Let the sun never blind your eyes Let me sleep so my teeth don't grind Hear a sound from a voice inside Sure to play a part, so you love the game And in truth your lies become one and same, yeah I could set you free, rather hear the sound Of your body breaking as I take you down, yeah Let the sun never blind your eyes Let me sleep so my teeth don't grind Hear a sound from a voice inside In the darkest hole, you'd be well advised Not to plan my funeral before the body dies, yeah Let the sun never blind your eyes Let me sleep so my teeth don't grind Hear a sound from a voice inside Let the sun never blind your eyes Let me sleep so my teeth don't grind Hear a sound from a voice inside |
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| 6. |
| 5:30 |
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Be what you wanna be See what you came to see Been what you wanna be I don't like what I see Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter will Heaven beside you... Hell within And you think you have it still, heaven inside you So there's problems in your life That's fucked up, and I'm not blind I'm just see through faded, super jaded And out of my mind Do what you wanna do Go out and seek your truth When I'm down and blue Rather be me than you Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter will Heaven beside you... Hell within And you wish you had it still, heaven inside you So there's problems in your life That's fucked up, and I'm not blind I'm just see through faded, super jaded And out of my mind Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you... Hell within Like the coldest winter will Heaven beside you... Hell within And you know you have it still, heaven inside you So there's problems in your life That's fucked up, but You're not blind You're just see through faded, overrated And out of your mind |
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| 7. |
| 4:05 |
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Hey, let them do it again, yeah Hey, you said you were my friend Hey, turn me upside down, Oh Hey, feelin' so down Hey, hey...hey...hey... Hey, I know I made the same mistake, yeah I, I won't do it again, no Why, Why you slap me in the face, oww I, I didn't say it was OK, no No, No... You violate a part of me again Again Again Again Again Hey, you had time to think it out, yeah Hey, Your weak will won't help her heal her heart Hey, I'll bet it really eats you up Again Again Again Again Extending part of me again |
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| 8. |
| 5:57 |
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Over Now
Yeah, it's over now But I can breathe somehow When it's all worn out I'd rather go without You know it's been on my mind Could you stand right here Look me straight in the eye and say That it's over now We pay our debt sometime Well it's over now Yet I can see somehow When it's all gone wrong It's hard to be so strong You know it's been on my mind Could you stand right here Look me straight in the eye and say That it's over now We pay our debt sometime Yeah, we pay our debt sometime We pay our debt sometime Yeah, we pay our debt sometime Guess it's over now I seem alive somehow When it's out of sight Just wait and do your time You know it's been on my mind Could I stand right here Look myself in the eye, and say That it's over now We pay our debt sometime Yeah, we pay our debt sometime We pay our debt sometime Yeah, we pay our debt sometime |
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| 9. |
| 4:32 |
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Nutshell
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...Oooh... Oooh...Oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead Oooh...Oooh... Oooh...Oooh... |
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| 10. |
| 5:25 |
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Sad suffering I knew you when Fairwell thee friend of mine I try not to think I merely blink Hope to wish away the lies... I... Can you protect Me when I'm wrecked I'll pretend you're still alive I~ I choose the day One death and grey, Thick fog, I hide and smile Clear all your sins Get born again Just repeat a couple lies I... Lies... yeah Can you protect Me when I'm wrecked I'll pretend you're still alive I choose the day One death and grey, Thick fog, I hide and smile Sad suffering Get born again Sad suffering..... Get born again Sad suffering Get born again Sad suffering Get born again |
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| 11. |
| 5:58 |
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Died
I could climb until I reach where angels reside Ask around to find out where the junkies apply You just up and left me on this rock all alone It's my fault for knowing not what I should have known Ohhhhhhhh My heart is dried up beating slow Ohhhhhh It's been just raining since you died Died Since you died You died I could drop until I touch the sinister side Visit all attractions flippin' back and aside Still you leave me rotting on this rock all alone It's my fault for knowing not what I should have known Ohhhhhhhh My heart is dried up beating slow Ohhhhhh It's been just raining since you died Died Since you died You died Ohhhhhhh My heart is tired of beating slow Ohhhhhh It's been just raining since you died Died Since you died You died I could climb until I reach where angels reside I could drop until I touch the sinister side Ohhhhhhhh My heart is dried up beating slow Ohhhhh It's been just raining since you died Died Since you died You died Died You died Died You died |
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| 12. |
| 3:28 |
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Know me broken by my master teach thee on child of love hereafter Into the flood again same old trip it was back then so i made a big mistake try to see it once my way Drifting body it's sole desertion flying not yet quite the notion Into the flood again same old trip it was back then so i made a big mistake try to see it once my way Into the flood again same old trip it was back then so i made a big mistake try to see it once my way Am i wrong? have i run too far to get home Have i gone? and left you here alone If i would? have i run too far to get home Am i wrong? and left you here alone If i would, could you |
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