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| 1. |
| 1:23 | 
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Dear mother, can you hear me whining?
It's been three whole weeks since I have left your home This sudden fear has left me trembling 'Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own and I'm feeling so alone Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise A gunshot rings out at the station Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my home and I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise Dear mother, can you hear me laughing? It's been six whole months since I have left your home It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my home and I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise, whoa, paradise |
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| 2. |
| 2:27 |
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When I was younger I thought that the world circled around me
But in time, I realized I was so wrong My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future It was a tragic case of my reality Do you think you're indestructible And no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I want to do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies Why does my life have to be so small, and death is forever And does forever have a life to call its own? Don't give me an answer 'cause you only know as much as I know Unless you're been there once, well, I hardly think so Do you think you're indestructible And no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I wanna do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies I used to pray at night Before I lay myself down My mother said it was right Her mother set it down - why? |
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| 3. |
| 3:19 |
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I don't know you, but I think I hate you
You're the reason for my misery Strange how you've become my biggest enemy And I've never even seen your face Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb You're the cloud hanging out over my head Hail comes crashing down welting my face Magic man, egocentric plastic man Yet you still got one over on me Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb I'm a chump |
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| 4. |
| 3:29 |
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I sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's on
I change the channels for an hour or two Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit I'm sick of all the same old shit In a house with unlocked doors and I'm fuckin' lazy Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit Peel me off this Velcro seat and get me moving I sure as hell can't do it by myself And I'm feeling like a dog in heat Barred indoors from the summer street I locked the door to my own cell And I lost the key Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit I've got no motivation Where is my motivation? No time for no motivation Smoking my inspiration I sit around and watch the phone, but no one's callin' Call me pathetic, call me what you will My mother says to get a job But she don't like the one she's got When masturbation's lost it's fun You're fucking lonely So bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And loneliness has to suffice Bite my lip and close my eyes I'm slipping away to paradise Some say "Quit or I'll go blind" But it's just a myth |
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| 5. |
| 3:18 |
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Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once? I am one of those melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid or am I just stoned? I went to a shrink to analyze my dreams She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down I went to a whore, she said my life's a bore So quit my whining 'cause it's bringing her down Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Yeah, yeah, yeah Grasping to control So I better hold on Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up, I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid or am I just stoned? |
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| 6. |
| 2:57 |
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Well, I heard you crying loud
All the way across town 'Cause you've been searching for that someone and it's me out on the prowl As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself Well, don't get lonely now And dry your whining eyes I'm just roaming for the moment, sleazing my backyard, so don't get So uptight you've been thinking about ditching me No time to search the world around 'Cause you know where I'll be found When I come around I heard it all before So don't knock down my door I'm a loser and a user, so I don't need no accuser To try and slag me down because I know you're right So go do what you like Make sure you do it wise You may find out that your self-doubt means nothing, ruins everything You can't go forcing something if it's just not right No time to search the world around 'Cause you know where I'll be found When I come around woo No time to search the world around 'Cause you know where I'll be found When I come around When I come around When I come around When I come around |
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| 7. |
| 2:04 |
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I declare I don't care no more
I'm burning up and out and growing bored In my smoked-out, boring room My hair is shaggy in my eyes Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight To drive along these shit town lights I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead Apathy has rained on me And now I'm feeling like a soggy dream So close to drowning, but I don't mind I'll live inside this mental cave Throw my emotions in the grave Hell, who needs them anyway? I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead, dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead, dead |
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| 8. |
| 2:46 |
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Something's on my mind
It's been for quite some time This time i'm on to you So where's the other face The face i heard before Your head trip's boring me Let's nuke the bridge we torched 2000 times before This time we'll blast it all to hell I've had this burning in my guts now For so long My belly's aching now to say Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut A side of you well hid When it's all said and done It's real and it's been fun But was it all real fun Let's nuke this bridge we torched 2000 times before This time we'll blast it all to hell I've had this burning in my guts now For so long My belly's aching now to say You're just a fuck I can't explain it'cause i think you suck I'm tak ing pride In telling you to fuck off and die I've had this burning in my guts now for so long My belly's aching now to sing I'm taking pleasure in passing these doubts to you So listen up'cause you might miss You're just a fuck I can't explain it'cause i think you suck I'm tak ing pride In telling you to fuck off and die Good night I was alone i was all by myself No one was looking i was thinking of you Oh yeah did i mention i was all by myself All by myself All by myself All by myself I went to your house but no one was there I went to your room I was all by myself You and me had such wonderful times When i'm all by myself all by myself |
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| 9. |
| 4:26 |
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Dear mother, can you hear me whining?
It's been three whole weeks since I have left your home This sudden fear has left me trembling 'Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own and I'm feeling so alone Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise A gunshot rings out at the station Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my home and I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise Dear mother, can you hear me laughing? It's been six whole months since I have left your home It makes me wonder why I'm still here For some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my home and I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes Some call it slums, some call it nice I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home Welcome to paradise, whoa, paradise |
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| 10. |
| 2:59 |
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I wish I could tell you
But the words would come out wrong Oh, if you only knew The way I felt for so long I know that we're worlds apart But I just don't seem to care These feelings in my heart Only with you I want to share The first time I caught A glimpse of you Then all my thoughts Were only of you I hope that when time goes by You will think the same about me Many nights awake I lie I only wish that you could see I know that we're only friends I hope this feeling never ends If I could only hold you It's the only thing I want to do The first time I caught A glimpse of you Then all my thoughts Were only of you |
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| 11. |
| 3:35 |
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I don't know you, but I think I hate you
You're the reason for my misery Strange how you've become my biggest enemy And I've never even seen your face Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb You're the cloud hanging out over my head Hail comes crashing down welting my face Magic man, egocentric plastic man Yet you still got one over on me Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb I'm a chump |
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| 12. |
| 3:37 |
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I sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's on
I change the channels for an hour or two Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit I'm sick of all the same old shit In a house with unlocked doors and I'm fuckin' lazy Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit Peel me off this Velcro seat and get me moving I sure as hell can't do it by myself And I'm feeling like a dog in heat Barred indoors from the summer street I locked the door to my own cell And I lost the key Bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And I smell like shit I've got no motivation Where is my motivation? No time for no motivation Smoking my inspiration I sit around and watch the phone, but no one's callin' Call me pathetic, call me what you will My mother says to get a job But she don't like the one she's got When masturbation's lost it's fun You're fucking lonely So bite my lip and close my eyes Take me away to paradise I'm so damn bored I'm going blind And loneliness has to suffice Bite my lip and close my eyes I'm slipping away to paradise Some say "Quit or I'll go blind" But it's just a myth |
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| 13. |
| 2:06 |
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I declare I don't care no more
I'm burning up and out and growing bored In my smoked-out, boring room My hair is shaggy in my eyes Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight To drive along these shit town lights I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead Apathy has rained on me And now I'm feeling like a soggy dream So close to drowning, but I don't mind I'll live inside this mental cave Throw my emotions in the grave Hell, who needs them anyway? I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead, dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead, dead |
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| 14. |
| 3:33 |
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I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls I've been up all damn night long My pulse is speeding, my breath is short and I hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away She holds my malachite so tight, so never let go 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away I sit outside and watch the sun rise Look out as far as I can I can't see her, but in the distance I hear some laughter, we laugh together I hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away She holds my malachite so tight, so never let go 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away I sit alone in my bedroom Staring at the walls I've been up all damn night long My pulse is speeding, my breath is short and I hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away She holds my malachite so tight, so never let go 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away |
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| 15. |
| 3:58 |
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Staring out of my window, watching the cars go rolling by
My friends are gone, I've got nothing to do So I sit here patiently, watching the clock tick so slowly Gotta get away or my brains will explode Give me something to do to kill some time Take me to that place that I call home Take away the strains of being lonely Take me to the tracks at Christie Road See the hills from afar, standing on my beat-up car The sun went down and the night fills the sky Now I feel like me once again as the train comes a-rolling in Smoked my boredom gone, slapped my brains up so high Give me something to do to kill some time Take me to that place that I call home Take away the strains of being lonely Take me to the tracks at Christie Road Mother, stay out of my way Of that place we go We'll always seem to find our way To Christie Road Mother, stay out of my way Of that place we go We'll always seem to find our way To Christie Road If there's one thing that I need That makes me feel complete So I go to Christie Road It's home, it's home |
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| 16. |
| 4:18 |
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Here we go again, infatuation touches me
Just when I thought that it would end Oh, but then again, it seems much more than that But I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking Well, I toss and turn all night thinking of your ways of affection But to find that it's not different at all Well, I throw away my past mistakes and contemplate my future That's when I say "what the hey?" Would it last forever? You and I together, hand and hand, we run away, far away I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way, far away Here we go again, infatuation touches me Just when I thought that it would end Oh, but then again, it seems much more than that But I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking Well, I toss and turn all night thinking of your ways of affection But to find that it's not different at all Well, I throw away my past mistakes and contemplate my future That's when I say "what the hey?" Would it last forever? You and I together, hand and hand, we run away, far away I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way, far away Well, I toss and turn all night thinking of your ways of affection But to find that it's not different at all Well, I throw away my past mistakes and contemplate my future That's when I say "what the hey?" Would it last forever? You and I together, hand and hand, we run away, far away I'm in for nasty weather But I'll take whatever you can give that comes my way, far away |
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| 17. |
| 2:33 |
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Something's on my mind
It's been for quite some time This time i'm on to you So where's the other face The face i heard before Your head trip's boring me Let's nuke the bridge we torched 2000 times before This time we'll blast it all to hell I've had this burning in my guts now For so long My belly's aching now to say Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut A side of you well hid When it's all said and done It's real and it's been fun But was it all real fun Let's nuke this bridge we torched 2000 times before This time we'll blast it all to hell I've had this burning in my guts now For so long My belly's aching now to say You're just a fuck I can't explain it'cause i think you suck I'm tak ing pride In telling you to fuck off and die I've had this burning in my guts now for so long My belly's aching now to sing I'm taking pleasure in passing these doubts to you So listen up'cause you might miss You're just a fuck I can't explain it'cause i think you suck I'm tak ing pride In telling you to fuck off and die Good night I was alone i was all by myself No one was looking i was thinking of you Oh yeah did i mention i was all by myself All by myself All by myself All by myself I went to your house but no one was there I went to your room I was all by myself You and me had such wonderful times When i'm all by myself all by myself |
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| 18. |
| 3:07 |
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I know things are getting tougher
When you can't get the top off the bottom of the barrel Wide-open road of my future now Is looking fucking narrow All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing We get taught to decide Just like, as if I'm not gonna change my mind All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing Whatcha gonna do with yourself? Boy, you better make up your mind Whatcha gonna do with yourself? You're running out of time All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing All I know is that I don't know All I know is that I don't know nothing And that's fine |
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| 19. |
| 8:28 |
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Now I rest my head from such an endless dreary time
A time of hopes and happiness that had you on my mind Those days are gone and now it seems as if I'll get some rest But now and then, I'll see you again and it puts my heart to test So when are all my troubles gonna end? I'm understanding now that we are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you As the days go on, I wonder will this ever end? I find it hard to keep control when you're with your boyfriend I do not mind if all I am is just a friend to you All I want to know right now is if you think about me too So when are all my troubles gonna end? I'm understanding now that we are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you So when are all my troubles gonna end? I'm understanding now that we are only friends To this day I'm asking why I still think about you |
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| 20. |
| 2:49 | 
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| 21. |
| 2:52 |
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When I was younger I thought that the world circled around me
But in time, I realized I was so wrong My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future It was a tragic case of my reality Do you think you're indestructible And no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I want to do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies Why does my life have to be so small, and death is forever And does forever have a life to call its own? Don't give me an answer 'cause you only know as much as I know Unless you're been there once, well, I hardly think so Do you think you're indestructible And no one can touch you? Well, I think you're disposable And it's time you knew the truth 'Cause it's just one of my lies Well, it's just one of my lies And all I wanna do is get real high Well, it's just one of my lies I used to pray at night Before I lay myself down My mother said it was right Her mother set it down - why? |
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| 22. |
| 6:18 |
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I always waste my time just wondering
What the next man thinks of me I'll never do exactly what I want And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance I always waste my time just wondering What the next man thinks of me I'll never do exactly what I want And I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance And I feel forgotten, feel like rotting Do you feel the same, do you feel the same? Adolescence just can't make sense It's calling my name, it's calling my name I take a look around at all the things I've found I call it blind hatred If you'd stop awhile, and maybe if you'd smile You would realize that we're all the same It's just like a brain When it goes insane We feel the same pain All my life I've seemed to have this need I think at times it even turns to greed We all want to join this family We'll even sacrifice a moral changing But I feel forgotten, feel like rotting Do you feel the same, do you feel the same? Adolescence just can't make sense It's calling my name, it's calling my name I take a look around at all the things I've found I call it blind hatred If you'd stop awhile, and maybe if you'd smile You would realize that we're all the same It's just like a brain When it goes insane We feel the same pain I take a look around at all the things I've found I call it blind hatred If you'd stop awhile, and maybe if you'd smile You would realize that we're all the same It's just like a brain When it goes insane We feel the same pain |
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