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| 1. |
| 4:00 | 
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I dig my heels into the dirt
'Cause this one's gonna hurt Won't let the waves wash me away Is what I always pray In my heart I know you couldn't see In the dark or find your way through me Now I'm alone, my hands are numb How do I carry on? At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die Am I washed on your shore and barely alive? Now I'm held hostage in my head With every word you said God, all those lessons in my past I spit them out so fast I see myself with you, I act so small I see myself with you, I always crawl So someone leave a raft for me The water's getting deep At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die Am I washed on your shore and barely alive? Here I am in my insecurity Here I am in my damaged dignity Here I am, you're pulling me in too deep Here I am Here I am, I'm in the mercy seat Here I am, running without my feet Here I am, oh what's come over me? Here I am When I was melting in your hand You didn't understand You slip through me like grains of sand You still don't understand Overboard, I'm thrown out to see What you are and what I mean to me But I will always have my dream where you can swim to me At the turn of the tide I feel this part of me die I've been on your shore before And it was no waste of time Over my head and in my mind Am I washed on your shore and barely alive? |
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| 2. |
| 3:30 |
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I can't cry, I can't understand
Can't we give in or give up my plan? And we were swimming in the water with no hands And I will never quit the fight I'll push the limits of our love And every passing day and night I'll push the limits of our love And everything will be all right I'll push the limits of our love To see how far it goes, goes where nobody knows You're the light on the darkest me Don't back out 'cause you cannot see And though our instincts say that we should turn and run And I will never quit the fight I'll push the limits of our love And every passing day and night I'll push the limits of our love And everything will be all right I'll push the limits of our love To see how far it goes, goes where nobody knows And when the world is crashing down I'll throw it on my back for you When you're paralyzed and bound I'll be waging war, my love My love, my love And I will never quit the fight I'll push the limits of our love And every passing day and night I'll push the limits of our love And everything will be all right I'll push the limits of our love To see how far it goes, goes where nobody knows |
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| 3. |
| 4:26 |
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Would you like the chance
To shatter heaven? Would you like to be the one who Pulls the sky down just for me? Round and round and round we run And pretend the sun is all you need I've never known a moment To be frozen You're making deals with minutes that Will slip away, just slip away So starve the garden, stop the rain Winter settles on my petals anyways Anyways Is your armor thin again Do I want to wear it down? Am I worthy to come in? Do you want to be found? Nothing into something into nothing Every rule you break means There's no turning back, no looking back. The words that I could never say The clutter that is in your way Is nothing new Nothing new Is your armor thin again? Do I want to wear it down? Am I worthy to come in? Do you want to be found? Is your armor thin again? Do I want to wear it down? Am I worthy to come in? Do you want to be found? Wandering between the girl You search for and the one you leave And I cannot wait Chasing you around the room is tempting So near and far away from Meaning anything to you But just remember if you're jumping I would start my jump off Running after you Is your armor thin again? Do I want to wear it down? Am I worthy to come in? Do you want to be found? Is your armor thin again? Do I want to wear it down? Am I worthy to come in? Am I worthy to come in? Am I worthy to come in? Do you want to be found? Do you want to be found? |
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| 4. |
| 3:43 |
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Every time it rains I listen to the sky
And wonder what's so great about sunshine Everybody lives and everybody dies And no one's gonna love you like I do When it was getting dark I didn't need a match I never needed light to see you You thought I disappeared But I was always here I could never get that far from you Though I misunderstand And been misunderstood So love me 'cause you can And not because you should Every time it rains I know it's good to be alive Every time it rains I know I'm trying to survive Take it as it comes And take me as I am I never was a good imposter But I know how to dream And don't know where I stand I'm willing to admit I try too hard Stop playing with my heart I'm waiting by the phone Afraid to be myself Afraid to be alone Every time it rains I know it's good to be alive Every time it rains I know I'm trying to survive And every time it rains I'm gonna hide myself inside I know it's good to be alive I know it's good to be alive I know it's good to be alive Every time it rains I know it's good to be alive Every time it rains I know I'm trying to survive |
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| 5. |
| 4:50 |
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The lost and insincere
They think I need to hear what's in their empty eyes, eyes, eyes We're few and far between We've hardly been serene But stand up to their lies, lies, lies We are steel We don't feel anything at all He took me in arms But then he squeezed too hard He wouldn't let me breathe, breathe, breathe It's been too many years I've hurt too many times To give up everything, thing, thing I am steel I don't feel anything at all The way I've been confused The way that I've been used And spit out on your dime And still you lead me on And still you tear me down And say it's in my mind Well I've seen hell and back I've hidden in the dark With no one there at all, all, all I've scraped us back to life I've laced up both my boots So try and twist the knife, knife, knife I am steel I don't feel anything at all We are steel We don't feel anything at all We don't feel anything at all Anything at all Anything at all Anything at ahhhhhhh |
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| 6. |
| 4:25 |
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Ode to joy, my lover boy's speaking in tongues
And the sky's bleeding gray Now I pull my bag o' prayers out I hope to find one to save the day And he judged my love, my lust My taste with the straightest face As I crumple up inside A papier-mache, a shell with no name Sweet chariot Come, come, take me away from my fear Sweet chariot Come, I have to get out of here And he took me further than I wanted to go Underneath his shoe And it leaves me hungry for a touch I can't feel A touch he won't do And I thought the circle, it had an end I'm old enough to know My denial is how we began and how we will end And now that I know Sweet chariot Come, come, take me away from my fear Sweet chariot Come, I have to get out of here Oh, the blood that's in my veins So cold and frozen from the stings Oh, he comes and goes in waves Am I really here? Sweet chariot Come, come, take me away from my fear Sweet chariot Can we leave him a trail of my tears? Sweet chariot It's been, it's been the longest of years Sweet chariot Come, I have to get out of here |
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| 7. |
| 4:06 |
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I woke up this morning and my head, i started roaming
Now nothing's right, nothing's right Don't remember being born, don't know why we're being torn Now nothing's right, nothing's right I open up my mouth just to let the demon shout 'Bout my dirty little schemes, that the wettest of my dreams are you Nothing's right, nothing's right Over and over I'm feeling the same of loneliness And under me, under me feeling the madman I'm breaking off a piece of what's left of what was me But it feels all right, it feels all right I'm laying on your road 'cause I thought that it might hold It feels all right, feels all right Do I wanna take a bet, is this as good as it'll get? And I cannot get away from the comfortable, familiar chains Nothing's right, nothing's right Over and over I'm feeling the same of loneliness And under me, under me feeling the madman Over and over it's chilling, the things I've let you miss And if you're a miracle, I am the madman And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls and I'm sorry I had to go and fall and I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong and Well I guess I'm the sorriest of all And I'm sorry that you are feeling small and I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling I'm sorry the writing's on the wall and Well I guess I'm the sorriest I guess I'm the sorriest of all I woke up this morning and my head, it started roaming Now nothing's right, nothing's right Don't remember being born, don't know why we're being torn Now nothing's right, nothing's right You said you don't identify with my sort of petrified outlook On the pride that I've managed to ignore so long Nothing's right Nothing's right Nothing's right Nothing's right But it seems all right Seems all right |
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| 8. |
| 3:57 |
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It's 3 AM and I have been in my head for quite some time
Every fear, every tear has been swirling in my mind And there are still a hundred reasons I shouldn't walk away Do I love you if I leave you? You have no name I was up all night Waiting for some kind of miracle I was up all night Feeling all alone in the universe I was up all night When morning comes, I will tell you it's life I have to chase But every song that I sing will be written by your face And if you're really meant to be then you'll be back again And I watch as your beginning turns into the end I was up all night Waiting for some kind of miracle I was up all night Feeling all alone in the universe If it's you or if it's me I save I'm still throwing it all away I was up all night With a kick inside in the dark you hide And we both know how the end will be In your little tide with your eyes shut wide And we both know how the end will be How it will be I was up all night Waiting for some kind of miracle I was up all night Feeling all alone in the universe If it's you or if it's me I save I'm still throwing it all away I was up all night |
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| 9. |
| 3:38 |
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Watch yourself before you crawl inside somebody else
Were you here to trap me like a thousand bottled tears? Even though you disappeared with no goodbye, I see you almost everywhere You're everywhere I'm haunted And all I see is you I'm haunted All I need is you There is no one else There is no one else except for you I still dream; I won't give up until I wear your ring Violate; and if you do it, try not to be late A hundred winters make the spring insane A hundred nights without you, I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm haunted And all I see is you I'm haunted All I need is you And I can't go too far to find out where you are I'm haunted And all I see is you I'm haunted and Everyone is you And there is no one else, there is no one else The memory burns so deep in my heart through the hollow hours You're close to me, I can feel, I can feel I'm haunted I'm haunted I'm haunted And all I see is you I'm haunted And everyone is you and there is no one else There is no one else except for you |
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| 10. |
| 4:16 |
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Her hands are in the air again
Stripped of pride She was waiting for a sign to be let in She tried to stop a train for him Without shoes And he was so amused, amused She needs a reason to parade on She needs a new road to pave She needs a reason to parade on It's wearing her outsides thin There's someone there to save You wonder why she gives and gives Till it burns And there is nothing he can give her in return She'll live and die by make-believe Her frozen heart Well he can't wait around while she gets blown apart She needs a reason to parade on She needs a new road to pave She needs a reason to parade on It's wearing her outsides thin There's someone there to save The distance won't know which way you should go 'Cause we are not built so we can float We are what we are But that seems so far Parting the Red Sea is easier, easier It's time to introduce herself She's dethroned Like some lonesome dusty book upon his shelf She needs a reason to parade on She needs a new road to pave She needs a reason to parade on It's wearing her outsides thin There's someone there to save, oh And there's nothing I can say And there's nothing I can say |
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| 11. |
| 6:22 |
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Hello boys
Got directions to the bombshell factory? And a bowflexing nightmare tendency? Hesitate, where's the tape, my retired beauty queen? Hello girls Truth can make you stare into the mirror for hours And can lip gloss save a nation, Mr. Powers? Come into what's my own disappear zone Close my ears Close my eyes In a world of a stupid girl and in her stupid dress size So who are we? Who's the judge, and are you something like a hero? No mistakes Different versions of the girl right next to you And I'm knocking on your door and can't get through And I cry and I sigh and I try To close my ears And close my eyes In the world of a stupid girl and in her pettiest of lies So who are we? Who's the judge, and are you something like a hero? Dull sensations push them to the wall Oh to the walls, yeah And the thorns that fall have the guts to walk upon them all Halfway there I was waiting by the phone for you to care And I can't make a seed grow anywhere So I wait, so I wait, are you out there? Close my eyes Close my ears In the world of a stupid girl and in her shallowest of fears Who are we? Who's the judge and are you something like a hero? |
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| 12. |
| 3:51 |
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You can't judge the love by the lover
The sky by its thunder The road with no sign You can't make the snow fall in summer Or make him not want her And not leave you behind Maybe he'll stay in touch years down the road And hope that he's still on your mind The sun may come up and go down again I'll still swear it's a beautiful life Maybe we'll meet up in Denver Talk about weather, talk of old times I know every word that we said was what we both meant Well we meant it at the time Promise me that you'll be standing up straight Chasing rivers and shadows and time The sun may come up and go down again I'll still swear it's a beautiful life Time flies Time cries Time flies Time cries So swim to the end of the river Until there's no shiver left in your spine Live like there won't be tomorrow See through your sorrow See through your own eyes Try to remember these days down the road And try to remember this time The sun may come up and go down again I'll still swear it's a beautiful life The sun may come up The sun may go down The sun may come up The sun may go down The sun may come up The sun may go down I'll still swear it's a beautiful life |
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| 5:31 | 
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