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| 1. |
| 5:20 | 
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Been spending so much time underground,
I guess my eyes adjusted, to the lack of light. I got covered in darkness, covered in darkness. Hibernating always waiting for something new, happiness always ended in the blink of an eye. There was no one attending, no one attending. It doesn't really matter where it all began. All I know, I got covered in darkness, covered in darkness. Ever wonder why I never really truly connect? Although my eyes are open, I can hold your gaze, but I am never connected, never connected. I am famous for my generosity. They say I am the kindest. It is easier to give than receive love, give than receive love. It doesn't really matter where it all began. All I know, I was covered in darkness, covered in darkness. Turning pages over, I run away to no where. And its hard to take control when your enemy's old and afraid of you. You discover that the monster you've been running from is the monster in you. Better to hold on to love. Better to hold on to love. Change will come. It doesn't really matter where it all began. All I know, I was covered in darkness, covered in darkness. It doesn't really matter where it all began. Cause all I know, I was lost, I was lost. |
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| 2. |
| 5:04 |
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Somewhere inside my evolution karmically I seek retribution
Looking for love in physical beauty Desire is the drug of the bourgeoisie And now I try to intellectualize Like a glimmer of good in a bad man's eyes I am consumed by the flesh haunting me I know temptation taunts the empty So pour yourself over me Until there's nothing left to see Because I like the way you move in the dark I like the tension, the tension and the spark The decadence of giving in to desire Creates such entropy within Looking for love in the spiritual faces Blind to the art of fabrication I'm like a baby sucking mamma's milk Wanna drink my fill and then some Leave me alone I always thought I was better than this But temptation tempts the temptee Pour yourself over me Until there's nothing left to see Because I like the way you move in the dark And I like the tension, the tension and the spark Because I like the way you move in the dark You know I like the tension, the tension and, the tension the spark This physicality Shifting me chemically Such power over me It's just desire I know it's trickery I know it's just skin deep I know I should resist I'm just too tired Too tired There's just one thing missing One thing missing here is love I like the way you move in the dark I like the tension, the tension and the spark (so pour yourself over me) You know I like the way you move in the dark (so pour yourself over me) You know I like the tension, the tension and, the tension the spark So pour yourself over me (yeah, yeah, yeah) (there's just one thing missing, one thing missing) Until there's nothing left to see (yeah, yeah, yeah) So pour yourself over me (there's just one thing missing, one thing missing) So pour yourself over me (I like the tension, the tension and the spark) One thing missing here is love |
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| 3. |
| 4:55 |
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Light... it flickers
Your light Travelling down so deep Illumination I have been cold, I have been blind You have come to change my mind I can put my faith in you Light... it blisters Your light Coming down so bright Transformation Turn it up, give me some room to grow Turn it up, give me that sense to know I have been cold, I have been blind You were sent to change my mind I can put my faith in you From something ordinary It's so extraordinary I trust I put my faith in you In you In you, in you In you, in you Light... it glitters Your light When I stand this close It's almost blinding Turn it up, give me some room to grow Turn it up, give me the sense to know I have been changed, I have become I am flame I am the sun I'm the reflection of you From something ordinary It's so extraordinary I trust, I put my faith in you In you In you, in you In you, in you In you, you, you From something ordinary It's so extraordinary I just, I put my faith in you In you In you, in you In you, you, you It flickers It blisters It glitters In you, in you In you, you, you You are |
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| 4. |
| 3:53 |
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I've got a plan to make it rich and famous,
Lucky for me, for you it's a bitch you ain't in, My plans are slowly changing, Fame is so contagious Chorus I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I wanna be pop… ular, I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, I wanna be popular I must confess, I've been a ve-ry bad boy, Been sleepin around, Talk of the town, My name is… Hol-lywood will beckon, E-veryone will listen, Play my video hear me on the radio, Dancin to the disco no one ever says no Chorus I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I wanna be pop…ular, I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, I wanna be popular, I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I wanna be pop…ular, I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, I wanna be popular …My friends are all in Limousines… …My friends are all celebrity… I Just Sold My Soul Play my video hear me on the radio, Dancin to the disco no one ever says no I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I wanna be pop…ular, I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, I wanna be popular, I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, I wanna be pop…ular, I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, I wanna be popular …My friends are all celebrity… …My friends are all in Magazines { Play my video hear me on the radio,} I'm willing to sleep my way to the top, {Dancin to the disco, no one ever says no} I wanna be pop-ular, { Play my video hear me on the radio,} I don't wanna keep my feet on the ground, {Dancin to the disco, no one ever says no} I wanna be popular, Are you willing to sleep your way to the top? Do you want to be popular? |
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| 5. |
| 4:35 |
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I've been down a lonely street tonight
And I don't know what's wrong with me I don't know what's wrong with me The clouds cover up the Dublin sky I don't know what's left of me I don't know what's right with me And I've tried to keep my distance And I've sung Amazing Grace I've tarnished all our memories But there'll always be a trace of you Of you I remember laughing on that river's edge Trying to get you to jump with me Trying to get you to fall for me And your trembling heart it beat so fast Holdings hands you promised me Holding hands we counted to three And I felt your slipping fingers And I saw you change your mind If I hadn't dragged you in with me You would have let me dive without you Without you They sent you all the way from Hollywood And maybe that Dublin sky was changing you It put diamonds in your eyes I always thought we were going to make it through But I wanted to hear it first from you How many days am I going to regret you? How many nights till I forget you? Have I been wasting all those years? Held down by these tears? How many dreams have I left deserted? How many hopes have been diverted? Have I been buried in the dirt? Held down by this hurt? How many loads did I let you hijack? How many ways can I stand here in playback? How did I end up lying here Crying underneath the Dublin sky? How many days am I going to regret you? How many nights till I forget you? Have I been wasting all these years? Drowning in my tears? How many nights am I going to regret you? How many days till I forget you? Have I been wasting all these years? Drowning in my tears? |
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| 6. |
| 4:26 |
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Outside comfort in the skin
I am all that you're projecting Inside feel the rising tide And the revolutions deafening I was trying to hide my opposing side Trying to reconcile my magical light Ladies and gentlemen listen up please I don't want to be your hero (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) Do yourself a favor Save yourself Don't pick me find someone else (Why'd you want to bother find yourself another) Sometimes you put all of your desires in an object of affection But in time because you idolise there is only disappointment I was flying so high in your perfect sky But I needed to fall cannot have it all Ladies and gentlemen listen up please I don't want to be your hero (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) Do yourself a favor Save yourself Don't pick me find someone else (Why'd you want to bother find yourself another) Ladies and gentlemen listen up please I don't want to be your hero (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) Do yourself a favor Save yourself Don't pick me for someone else (Why'd you want to bother find yourself another) Don't need to compromise I don't need to occupy the floor There's a danger in boxing in my sin And all that I am.. It's too much pressure I'll only let you down again (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) It's too much pressure I'll only let you down again (Why'd you want to bother find yourself another) Ladies and gentlemen listen up please I don't want to be your hero (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) It's too much pressure I'll only let you down again (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) Ladies and gentlemen listen up please I don't want to be your hero (No, I am not open parts of me are broken) |
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| 7. |
| 5:23 |
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Are my lips unkissable?
Are my eyes unlookable? Is my skin untouchable? Am I unlovable? Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication In a case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truth Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few Stages of acceptance that it's really over It's just so complicated, I'm stupid for believing in you You make me feel like my father never loved me You make me feel like the act of love is empty Am I so unlovable? Is my skin untouchable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like? I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough It was never reciprocated, you kept affection and then yourself apart You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park Sometimes I think it satisfied you seeing me begging like a dog I wasn't armoured, you were king, I gave my everything Because sometimes you showed me just a hint of you within For just a moment I romanticised the notion I can take away the torment, I can love you like they never did You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me) You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty) Am I so unlovable? Is my skin untouchable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like? You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me) You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty) Am I so unlovable? Is my heart unbreakable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise? Are my lips unkissable? Are my eyes unlookable? Is my sex undoable? Am I unlovable? Are my words unlistenable? Are my hands untouchable? Am I undesirable? Am I unlovable? You make me feel like my father never loved me You make me feel like the act of love is empty Am I so unlovable? Is my skin untouchable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like? You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me) You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty) Am I so unlovable? Is my skin untouchable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like? You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me) You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty) Am I so unlovable? Is my heart unbreakable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise? You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me) You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me) You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me) You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me) |
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| 8. |
| 3:20 |
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I've seen so many faces
These hands have lied before I've kissed so many lips it's blocked my mind I've whispered bullshit, nothings I've cried alone at night I thought I'd found the one a million times But doesn't anyone fill the void? Doesn't anyone kill the joy? Doesn't anyone take the place of you in my heart? And doesn't anyone fill the void? Doesn't anyone kill the joy? Doesn't anyone take the place of you? I let a stranger love me I gave away my pride I bit my lips, so I could block my mind I've called your name to others Just like a spinal chord Severed and broken but the spark still tries And doesn't anyone fill the void? Doesn't anyone kill the joy? Doesn't anyone take the place of you in my heart? Doesn't anyone fill the void? Doesn't anyone kill the noise? Doesn't anyone take the place of you? They don't know you like I do They don't see the good inside you They don't lie with you in bed and join you when you're dreaming They don't see your softer side Who'll be there to turn your light on? Who will try to wash away the stain that love has left us? Doesn't anyone fill the void? Doesn't anyone kill the joy? Doesn't anyone kill the place of you in my heart? Doesn't anyone bring the noise? Doesn't anyone kill the joy? Doesn't anyone take the place of you? |
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| 9. |
| 4:35 |
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(Shut up)
For all the anguish, And degradation For every time I needed truth And you were faithless But disappointment, self-deprecation But living a lie for fantasize and you could save me I need my cross like a blanket And misery is comfort I can hardly stand to blame myself for filling prophecy on you And in the end I decided I guess I felt I deserved it I should kiss your dirty lips for bringing me my clarity And how did you just make me see? How your lies have buried me But I forgive you Lord I must forgive you So I I feel so high Just let it go we would I forgive you Lord I must forgive you So I (Shut up) For all the torment Loss of independence For disrespect, carelessness with my emotions For all the screams I swallow How a soul is hollow For giving into temptation For making me feel like a cheap replacement And how did you just make me see How your lies have buried me But I forgive you Lord I must forgive you Cos I I feel so high Just let it go we would I forgive you Lord I must forgive you Cos I All the lies that I believed And all the guilt you make me feel Cos I forgive you Lord I must forgive you Cos I Ohh I feel so good just letting go You know I feel good now you're gone Getting stronger, letting go Getting stronger, I'm moving on Getting stronger, I'm letting go Getting stronger, I'm getting stronger No This time I forgive you Lord I And how the truth does make me see And how your lies have buried me I forgive you Lord I I must forgive you Lord I All the lies that I believed And all the guilt you make me feel I forgive you Cos I forgive you Lord I must forgive you Cos I And how the truth does make me see How your lies have buried me I forgive you Cos I forgive you Lord I I must forgive you (This time) All the lies that I believed Guilt you make me feel This time I must forgive you I feel so high I feel so high Cos it feels so good just letting go You know I feel good now you go |
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| 10. |
| 4:03 |
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You teach me how to feel
It feels all right There's nothing left to fear Finding myself The further I go Towards you You teach me how to love Parts of myself I hated for so long Loving myself Through loving you I no longer live like a man in the dark Hiding all the pieces of my broken heart Way up high I'm holding on Way up high I'm holding on to you You teach me to forgive It feels all right Compassion for your pain Compassion for mine The circle divides I no longer live like a man in the dark Holding all the pieces of my broken heart Way up high I'm holding on Way up high I'm holding on to you Way up high I'm moving on Way up high I'm moving on to you |
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| 11. |
| 4:05 |
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I do not want anyone, anyone who really wants me
Every one that I desire, wants to be with someone else... I find it so amusing. Isn't that the way it goes? I'm a blip on someone's radar They don't even catch my eye, I want what I haven't got Even if it kills me trying. I want her, she wants him, he wants me, I give in. I want her, I want him, I don't want anything. I started questioning the rules of coupling. This trip is mobious, it's never ending. Love and attraction. It's like sex and passion. It's two ends of a spectrum. Are you a friend or a lover? Now pick one or the other. It is not easy to find, anyone who captivates me Anyone deserving time. must have somehow passed me by... Looking in the wrong direction. She wants him, he wants me, I don't want anybody. And everyone who wants me - it's so amusing. Love and attraction. It's like sex and passion. It's two ends of a spectrum. Are you a friend or lover? Now pick one or the other. Everybody wants someone to hold. Everybody wants to choose a role. Everybody wants to break the mold. No hint of bravery. Everybody chases some ideal. None of it obtainable, none of it real. Everything falls between the cracks of Love and attraction. Love and attraction. It's like sex and passion. It's two ends of a spectrum. Are you a friend or lover? Now pick one or the other. Love and attraction It's like joy and sadness It's like peace and conflict You can chase them forever Are they ever together? Love and attraction Love and attraction Love and attraction You can chase them forever Are they ever together? Everybody wants someone to hold. Everybody wants to choose a role. Everybody wants to break the mold. No hint of bravery. Everybody chases some ideal. None of it obtainable, none of it real. Everything falls between the cracks of Love and attraction. Love and attraction Love and attraction Love and attraction You can chase them forever Are they ever together? |
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| 4:48 |
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You will like my sense of humor
You will be addicted to my smile Laughing all the while And I will end each conversation I will leave the room with upper hand And you will understand You will find my scent attractive You will like my real, engaging eyes And playful, childlike smile You will find my style appealing I will overpower you with wits And I will be a hit If only you'd run to me If only you'd come to me If only you'd relax upon your rules And dare to be love's fool If only you'd come for me If only you'd run to me If only you'd relax upon those rules And dare to be love's fool Waking up from a coma (tossing, turning) Sweat has covered my body (my mouth felt dry) My life flashing before me (nothing much to say) Still it was so boring (did you hear me sing?) Only I could adore you (the wind through the trees) Silently barking orders (rushing up to me) This is only beginning (don't anger the sea) Oh, the wave's crashing higher and higher on me Crash, crash, crash, crash If only you'd relax upon your rules And dare to be love's fool If only you'd run to me All the blinking lights, noise of eternity (if only you'd come to me) All the sentences swirling inside of me (you will like my sense of humor) Inside of me (and dare to be love's fool) (If only you'd come to me) I have censored my eyes, I get drawn through my ears (if only you'd run to me) Redirected desire now It comes out as tears (you will like my sense of humor) You know, it comes out as tears (and dare to be love's fool) You will like my sense of humor You will like my sense of humor |
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| 13. |
| 4:31 |
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I have been contemplating
Letting go of you ego Thought I'd let you know You're getting old It was so irritating saving face When I fell from grace Thought you'd won a race Without a trace But you stayed But you remained But you.. It's always about you I have been quietly edging away To keep the flames at bay Make this puppy stay To limit my use of personal Pro-nouns are the death of me See I just said me You're an endless see The vanity is all for you babe For you babe For you.. It's always about you I have been silently taking offense And at great expense As my feeling dent I'm licking my scratches It serves no purpose Doesn't gratify And you're dissatisfied And though you're belly's full There's always more room for you babe For you babe For you.. It's always about you No.. no.. don't.. don't.. oh.. |
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