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| 3:57 | 
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How can I trust in anyone
When I can't trust myself? I'm stealing from better lives The lives up on the shelve But I'm not As lonely As I thought But I know now That it takes much longer To be free from them What used to come so naturally Seems to go away You're killing me from inside out To make me understand And I can't Beleive this And I pray that you'll find out That I did understand That you were... That you were FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FIGHT FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FIGHT FINE!! LET ME GO!! I'm seeing things from darker lives We've seem to make a deed You're never thinking for yourself You're passing by your stray And I can't Beleive this And I pray that you'll find out That I did understand That you were... That you were FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FIGHT FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FINE!! FIGHT FINE!! |
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| 2. |
| 4:55 |
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No one hates you, more than you do.
You can't stand, what you are. There's nothing I can ever say That'll change you, that'll change you, that'll change you It's all you are, It's all you'll ever be. If you don't, Let it go, let it go, let it go. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on, until you find, what you find. It burns so bad inside of you. It's easy for you, to look away. You'll find a way, to stay away. Hide in it, hide in it, hide in it. But everything turns into lies. Looking into your untrusting eyes. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on, until you find, what you find. You'll learn to smile in blood and pain. You'll learn to hate yourself again Believe your lies, it's easier. Believe in your lies, it's easier Alone, away, from everything. You get off on the bitterness you bring, And with it, fear is there to hold you close. Closer, closer, closer. Give yourself more than this, You can't live without love. Let your soul breathe again, Free yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on yourself. Turn on, until you find, what you find |
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| 3. |
| 3:57 |
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So go as far as you want this to go.
I want you to know, that I don't care. I'm only laughing at what I'm afraid of, I've never been seen, like this before . Am I ashamed? I wonder why, am I afraid to die? I kill myself, or force myself to fly. I can't hear, anything at all. Can't you give me, just what I want? This makes it harder to live with. Seems like a burden to me now. I'm only pushing away what I wanted. The more that I need it, the more I do without. And the urge will pass. I wonder why, am I afraid to die? I kill myself, or force myself to fly. I can't hear, anything at all. Can't you give me, just what I want? I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat, now give it. I'm a brat, now give it. I'm a brat now. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now. So go as far as you want this to go. I want you to know, that I don't care. I'm only laughing at what I'm afraid of, I've never been seen, like this before. Am I ashamed? I wonder why, am I afraid to die? I kill myself, or force myself to fly. I can't hear, anything at all. Can't you give me, just what I want? I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat, now give it. I'm a brat, now give it. I'm a brat now. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now, now give it. I'm a brat now. |
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| 4. |
| 4:31 |
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You helped him, you laid by his side when he died.
He held in his breath and you broke down and cried. You stood there, confused, you couldn't believe. You're helpless, and realize, it's better you leave. Now you're, walking around in your circles (circles). Walking around in your circles, yeah. Walking around in your circles, circles. Walking around in your circles. Not stronger, you're gripping onto the past, Recalling what happened, happened too fast. His image is burning into your mind. You know you will never leave this behind. Now you're, walking around in your circles (circles). Walking around in your circles, yeah. Walking around in your circles, circles. Walking around in your circles. Walking around in your circles (circles). Walking around in your circles, yeah. Walking around in your circles, circles. Walking around in your circles. You're older and better, how do you feel? Distorted, uncertain, of just what is real. You're stupid, you're angry, what can you say? It if wasn't for you, he'd be alive today. Walking around in your circles (circles). Walking around in your circles, yeah. Walking around in your circles, circles. Walking around in your circles. You're walking, circles. You're walking. I'm a brat now. |
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| 5. |
| 4:02 |
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Tighten your grip,
Your web can't be spun, Without your firming hands upon. The lower you slip, The closer you get, To leaving yourself all alone. Every time I get up to reach you, You'll break your promise again. You're crawling away, You're licking your wounds that have bled. It's surprising me to no end, Because what you have said, Make me feel that you can't, Hear the voice in your head. But, every time I get up to reach you, You'll break your promise again. You're crawling away, You're licking your wounds that have bled. It's surprising me to no end, Because what you have said, Make me feel that you can't, Hear the voice in your head. Tighten your grip, Your web can't be spun, Without your firming hands upon. The lower you slip, The closer you get, To leaving yourself all alone. Every time I get up to reach you, You'll break your promise again. You're crawling away, You're licking your wounds that have bled. It's surprising me to no end, Because what you have said, Make me feel that you can't, Hear the voice in your head |
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| 6. |
| 3:34 |
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Don't trust yourself alone with me.
Don't think I'll ever set you free. I've been pushed much harder that you've ever been, So don't expect to see what's underneath my skin. I'd hate to think that you're afraid. It's too late to think about mistakes you've made. I've been pushed much harder that you've ever been, So don't expect to see what's underneath my skin. Just leave me, I'm alright for now, I'll find a way inside some how. I'll keep myself alive today, Don't think about tomorrow. I'm feeling harder than before. Your skin feels colder, As you fall to the floor I've been pushed much harder that you've ever been, So don't expect to see what's underneath my skin. Just leave me, I'm alright for now, I'll find a way inside some how. I'll keep myself alive today, Can't think about tomorrow. I've been pushed much harder that you've ever been, So don't expect to see what's underneath my skin. |
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| 7. |
| 3:41 |
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I'm dropping, I'm falling,
Like water, like water. I hear it, it's calling, Me over, I'm over. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. You scare me, with what, You're doing, you're doing. I'm feeling, you pushing, Me over, I'm over. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. I'm only kidding, don't believe me. I've never been, this unclean. I've been thinking I've been having too much time to myself. I've been looking through the window, I kill myself. I've been holding onto nothing, overlooking the wall. Give me something that will leave me alone. I've been thinking I've been having too much time to myself. I've been looking through the window, I kill myself. I've been holding onto nothing, overlooking the wall. Give me something that will leave me alone. I'm dropping, I'm falling, Like water, like water. I hear it, it's calling, Me over, I'm over. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. Breathing, brings me, One step closer. I'm only kidding, don't believe me. I've never been, this unclean. I've been thinking I've been having too much time to myself. I've been looking through the window, I kill myself. I've been holding onto nothing, overlooking the wall. Give me something that will leave me alone. I've been thinking I've been having too much time to myself. I've been looking through the window, I kill myself. I've been holding onto nothing, overlooking the wall. Give me something that will leave me alone. |
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| 8. |
| 3:15 |
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Held it up,
You pushed it down. Looked so wicked, Wearing your crown, Of cotton thorns. I guess you fake the pain, the pain. But since I can't really afford, To give you what you want, what you want. Here I am, Come and get me. Bundled up, Just like my grandma sent me. Why'd you give it up, It's like you never tried, you tried. But if you try for something more, You'll be giving up again, up again. Picked up a rock, Wishing it was skin. Never did know, Where to begin. To be more of me, I need to see less of you, of you. But since that same old feeling has gone, This won't be near as hard, near as hard. But since that same old feeling has gone, This won't be near as hard. |
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| 9. |
| 3:22 |
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Listen, I hear them again,
They call my name, They understand it all. I believe in the words that they said, But I'm so scared, They'll never leave my head. There's no way out of this. You're living through me, But you can't escape yourself. You're everything I need. I try to remember some more. The more you give it, The more it ignores. You're lucky to have something at all, To love you, If ever you do fall. There's no way out of this. You're living through me, But you can't escape yourself. You're everything I need. It's wrong to laugh, I hate this place. Why can't you follow? I'm quiet again. Listen, I hear them again, They call my name, They understand it all. I believe in the words that they said, But I'm so scared, They'll never leave my head. There's no way out of this. You're living through me, But you can't escape yourself. You're everything I need. It's wrong to laugh, I hate this place. Why can't you follow? I'm quiet again. |
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| 4:08 |
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I know you won't forget the days.
I know you'll never let them live down the days, When they, they make you feel their pain. And you will never, never forgive it. It must have been so hard for you, Why make it so hard for me, yeah ? How can I, I learn, I learn from you, When you don't, yeah, don't let me see. It might be how you've come to be, But the more you dream, the less you believe. Hide inside, in your walls, 'Cause you feel better, without feeling at all. It must have been so hard for you, Why make it so hard for me, yeah ? How can I, I learn, I learn from you, When you don't, yeah, don't let me see. Turning in turn is what you know, And what you feel, you don't want to show. Don't force yourself to find a way, Don't let them tell you, you've got nothing to say. It must have been so hard for you, Why make it so hard for me, yeah ? How can I, I learn, I learn from you, When you don't, yeah, don't let me see. |
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| 11. |
| 5:22 |
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I needed you here, I wanted you to stay,
Was taken with what you took away. I came here alone, I'm waiting for you, To give me what you think I should say. Things ain't cookin' in my kitchen, Things ain't the way I thought they'd be. One thing's for sure, as I got my hands steady, I love her, I know she loves me. Know she loves me. I don't believe you, or in that devil dance you do, Puking up blood laden stew. You never knew, but you don't think that's true. Do you think you know you? Things ain't cookin' in my kitchen, Things ain't the way I thought they'd be. One thing's for sure, as I got my hands steady, I love her, I know she loves me. Don't touch me, go a little faster now. Don't touch me, choke a little slower now. Don't touch me, push a little harder now. Don't touch me, breathe a little softer now. Regret pulls me through, for what I did to you, But I didn't think I was wrong. Don't call me weak, when you knew all along, I'm tryin' so hard to be strong. Things ain't cookin' in my kitchen, Things ain't the way I thought they'd be. One thing's for sure, as I got my hands steady, I love her, I know she loves me, yes I know. Don't touch me, go a little faster now. Don't touch me, push a little harder now. Don't touch me, choke a little slower now. Don't touch me, breathe a little softer now. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. |
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| 12. |
| 5:16 |
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Everybody get up on the dance floor,
Everybody get up. Everybody get up on the dance floor, Everybody get up, get up. Lets pretend, To hold on to the end. Lets misuse, Learn to love abuse. Baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I'll always be true? Baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I've got nothing? Lets pretend, That you will get your way. You're not alone, Don't know it I'm gonna stay. Baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I'll always be true? Now baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I've got nothing? I've got nothing to lose. I've really got nothing to lose. Got nothing to lose, yeah. Lets pretend, To hold on to the end. Lets misuse, Learn to love abuse. Baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I'll always be true? Now baby, don't you know that I love you? Now baby, don't you know that I've got nothing? I've got nothing to lose. I've really got nothing to lose. I've got nothing to lose. |
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