Hundred Reasons - Kill Your Own (2006) by Hundred Reasons (보컬) on maniadb.com

We aspire to be
Just like you as we
Fall to our knees to be grateful
If we could fake
What we should believe
We'd fool you into thinking we're grateful

Take what you want from me
Nobody's telling you
Where to go
Don't think I am so naive
To be fooled by these
Smokescreens

Confess to the priest
Absolve your sins
That eat you little by little
The dust settles into
Arms of hope
I'd break if you'd fold a little

We languish in the sun
Broken hands all blistered
Just trying to hold on
As we stood still on fire
Now and forever and
Now and forever

On days away
When we almost killed our own
We found a way
To be distracted then absolved

And if I leave you would you smile?
And it's not up for a discussion
So don't ask tonight
Don't waste your time and walk away
It was futile anyway

We watched the blood boil
We still smiled

I'd kept my eyes on who
Should have been watching you
And yes, I meant to hurt you
And kick your insides into touch

And if I leave you would you smile?
And it's not up for a discussion
So don't ask tonight
Don't waste your time and walk away
It was futile anyway

Don't think I wanted you to stay
Don't think that I want you to stay

If your lifetime
Was compressed into an hour
What would you do if you knew
The template was wrong?
Correct it

Contemplate spreading disruption
And hide signs of probable cause
Will you destroy, today
To outshine yesterday?
Will you now?

Believe me I have noticed
Your irrational behavior
Could it be that you
Had something to hide all along?
Correct it

I am for forgiveness
I have been the first to drown
But you are more than I will suffer
So I will be the first to surface

And you will be the first to drown
You are more than I will suffer
So I will be the last to drown

When everything eternal
Seems to fade to nothing
I try to counterbalance
If only to see it through

What have you got to offer?
I don't think I'll take it for granted
I'll simply sit here vacant
Resting, waiting, hoping to be found

This is the chance I've taken
But only this once

Your begging and choosing
Always seems to go unnoticed
We don't deserve the lie
So just for a moment be honest

Whatever you have to offer
I'll try to protect it
Correct me if I am wrong
But I think you are always on my side

We will try to make the most of it somehow

Suppose You Wash Your Hands Of
The Dirt You Run Them Through All Day
The Mess You Made

Could It All Make Sense Sometime
When You Crowd Around To Shirk Blame
It's All My Fault

And You're Right
But I Don't Know

Believe What Is Told To You
So Gullible In Every Way
You Stupid Fool

And Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Spare Me Yea
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Spare Me Yea

Suppose You Wash Your Hands Of
The Dirt You Run Them Through All Day
Believe What Is Told To You
So Gullible In Every Way
You Stupid Fool

And Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Spare Me Yea
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Your Songs Will Be Breaking All Hearts Again
Spare Me Yea, Spare Me Yea

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know

I Don't Know, I Don't Know, I Don't Know.

Now that we've settled down
What did you want from me?
Because it's always an excuse
That I do the things you don't choose
Bow down in fear
Your back's against the wall
We like to taunt and hit and steal
While you suffer what can't be revealed

Well it's fine cos we are in disguise
Stop us from leaving
Take turns to run away
No point in stealing
At least not today

Look fast run get away
There is the opening
They'll try and catch you if they can
But you can always try and fight back
Pick yourself up and dust down
Don't be so hard to please
We seem to border on diseased
Learning lessons in futility

Now take what you need
Leave me to rot here
I told you hundreds of times before
Don't ever trust me at all

Well it's fine
And you live fast and die ugly, young

Now I seem to forget, and wonder why, this is all negated.
And bide the Time, take it In, but it's over-rated.
Now, but it's fine, so you always beg for more.
And you never were satisfied, so you always beg for more.

Your heroes died, to get out of your way,
feed the fire, same as always.
Your heroes died, to get out of your way,
feed the fire, same as always, now.

Did you need me to think,
if it's all true,
that I am always goaded,
to lead the blind, it's all you know
as it's so familiar now.

But it's fine, you always beg for more.
And you never were satisfied, so you always beg for more.

Your heroes died, to get out of your way,
feed the fire, same as always.
Your heroes died, to get out of your way,
feed the fire, same as always, now.

And still,
You learn,

[Repeat: x3]
To take time over whoever you kill.

And still,
You learn
That you'll burn.

Who wants to clear up this mess?
The stain is embedded too deep
Along with daggers in your back
You appear to have blood-soaked hands

Leave now, be free
Live with no apology
Thank me for the years we had and don't look back
Leave now, be free
Try to find some sympathy
For all the times I never thought to see you

Sinners are in the way
Bleeding into these arms

There is nothing to be hidden
As we watch all sons of old gods die
You suffocate for the sake of a requiem
And all thoughts turn to
A better memory

And we found out
How we stood still
Overall
And it's now
That we found out
We are still here
Overall
We found out
Where we stood still
Couldn't be here
Overall
Yes it's now
That we found out
Where we stood still
Until now

How about we set on you
Take turns for after
Lie down and take your cue

Rest on your own
Truth is your overdue
It's all competition
Give all your own

What point do you make?
I don't hear a thing
Make a wish, like we'd care

Must be a better way
It's all wishing, thinking
Trust you to bury us

Without a thought for me
Back down and walk away
The lies just seem to suit you
Take what you own

Back down, back down, leave it
Fuck you, you shit, will you

You've already ruined
What you should've held dear
But teaching imperfection's like drilling holes in the sea
If I took you aside
Would you listen to me
I'd give you all my wisdom in way of an apology

Was it all a lie?
Why are you pretending
To sacrifice?
Why are your pretending
To sacrifice those real things
And win the fight?

I thought that I told you
That it wasn't working?

Are we nothing more than this?
A list of pinnacles achieved
And I forgot the way to my conscience
I will save this, take you home
A chance to leave the past behind
And move toward the future bright

This time it's done a better way
Breathe again this time

Forget the emotional countdown
And try to put together
Just a little bit piece by piece

Are we nothing more than this?